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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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I am your favorite...no take backs, mind!
Your 'on line' soul is mine...Mwah Ha ha ha ;)

Ta Darlin', your a lil baldy sweetie ;)

Have to wrangle my way round this shitty comp at my folks, that is missing a few keys..ah well small complaint...

^^ Good to see GLU here too..YAY!
 
Self-loathing. Doubtful. Worried. Scared. Repulsive. Redundant. Detached. Addicted. Lost.
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Living in a house full of bottles of opiates is not conducive to the life of a young woman who has spent the past 8 years getting loaded to the point where virtually everyone is amazed that I am still here today. I hope the universe is on my fucking side; I hope those pills get locked up in a safe very, very far away from me.

I'm too skilled at pretending to be okay for my own good—this thought is worrying me right now. For the life I have lived, I should have given up this shit a long time ago.
 
Afraid and alone

Afraid that i have lost the ability to function and the people around me have had enough

Apologys for to adhearing to the one word rule
 
@PIP: That should have read 'doc', obviously. I lol'd. :)

'sall good with the testing-- just making sure is all.

ATM: Squinting. I've turned my comp and monitor back on (obviously), but I'm leaving just the candles for incidental light. Doesn't work well when the giant glowing rectangle kills my nightvision.
 
SideOrderOfOpiates said:
Self-loathing. Doubtful. Worried. Scared. Repulsive. Redundant. Detached. Addicted. Lost.
91cb9u.jpg


Living in a house full of bottles of opiates is not conducive to the life of a young woman who has spent the past 8 years getting loaded to the point where virtually everyone is amazed that I am still here today. I hope the universe is on my fucking side; I hope those pills get locked up in a safe very, very far away from me.I'm too skilled at pretending to be okay for my own good—this thought is worrying me right now. For the life I have lived, I should have given up this shit a long time ago.
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:(

Be on your own side hun, the Universe will follow <3


Beat Narrative said:
Afraid and alone

Afraid that i have lost the ability to function and the people around me have had enough

Apologys for to adhearing to the one word rule
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*Hugz*
One word 'rule' is flexible! ;)



Sleepy(Calm)...Blessed be! :)
 
^ see thats what im worried about -
so i prepare...
dodge behind couches and cushions, chairs, and rolling down stairs,
zip zap peew pee pew



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but, nahhh,.
that was just a fleeting thought-
what im concerned about is if during the "earth hour thing" if our cell phones mess with that...?
 
randomly stole some dudes hot 20 yo girlfriend and shagged her, i dont even like women, i want to gag, but i'm so sick of men who have no idea how to fuck.

FML.
 
i probably need to vent to SLR but FUKN serious. ok how does one go from "working" mode (girls/guys who been there u kno what i mean) to having faith that ANY one of the 1 in 100 idiots you can bring home with you actually will know how to mechanically operate a vagina.

ITS NOT THAT HARD BITCHES
 
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