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How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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Better then yesterday. Dunno wtf has been up but ive been getting those arthritis type symptoms on and off all week along with real bad fatigue. Maybe it's this fucking damp weather :|
 
headachey - passed out last night in an awkward position & came to about an hour later barely breathing with severe sleep apnea/snoring. Have had a headache since and the hypochondriac in me is worrying about hypoxia... :(
 
Frustrated,,, its just too obvious now, i have been checking hyper-glycemic last 3 times at hospital, have been Hypo-glycemic before chronically.
and can now feel the funk eating what i shouldnt.
eating cookie doh and sugary chai,,, 10 minutes later my head hurts, feel frizzled and static,
nasty -- consistent and persistent for a week now.
was going to by test-strips yesterday, but store closed....

how can i drop or regulate my glycemic level some,,, will chromium picolinate help for elevated Glucose?
any suggestions?

::i see my pcp on the 16th, and will be giving lots of blood, hopefully -- but until then - the funk is fearsome!!lol::
 
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^ check out Glycemic load as well as index , manipulate a diet around that - also make sure the colon is cleansed.
 
i do love and know the diabetic diet, my preference, and i ihave the proper foods, but wanted that shit - heheh, and i wasnt sure but curious to see...

but what you seem to be speaking specifically of something ive never looked into, or even heard of...
i know what a diabetic or hypo-glyecimic person should eat(what everyone should), but to balance with the individuals B/S is very interesting...

~been wondering about you.
then POP hi, heres some damn good info.~

=D
avocados, strawberries, cashews, yogurt, whole wheat, apples, pears, chicken, turkey, carrots, collie flower, cheeses ;-p etc on stand bye
but doing as recommended sounds interesting to me, besides needed.

cocoa? 82%?
what do you say about that, prior to eating.?
 
I checked myself outta detox to talk colon cleanses ;)

I think the balance is absolutely crucial , I especially noticed running insulin (highest anabolic substance on the planet) how if i started to mess with that balance slightly.. man lol .. it was a lonnnnnggg day. I haven't tried cocoa personally , I would give it a go and check back in :). Best of luck bro.
 
determined
no matter fucking what I will not do the fucking things that I really want to do.
If it means jail. Fuck it
If it means joblessness. Fuck it
If it means broken relationships. Fuck it
I have goals
I want to be something someday
I want to fucking feel good about myself again
Fuckin' bring it. This ain't shit compared to all that other shit from not so way back
No matter fucking what, man, I'm gonna get this shit done
If you're not with me then you are against me
fuck drugs. fuck alcohol. fuck cigarettes.
 
^^ I'm with you <3
And yeah you're right, anyone who's not can go fuck themselves. You're doing what you're doing for the right reasons, and for YOU. Try to stay focussed on the path you're on OD, you're doing great man <3
 
panic in paradise said:
faintly know the experience with other relations,, footscrazy.
so i know how difficult that is. it takes a lot to expose yourself to
such things in order to, feel more peace.
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n3ophy7e said:
*big hugs*
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Sweet P said:
I miss her too. Although I never met her, I regularly chatted with her on MSN and she was a really cool friend. I think I'm still in shock after hearing of her passing away... it hasn't quite sunk in yet.
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Thankyou everyone.

She'd written random notes in my daily planner which I'm finding. One of them says 'You are the brightest star in my galaxy'

Now she's mine <3
 
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