My word: content. My friend's cousin is an auto mechanic and I needed work done on my car. We completed all of the work yesterday - we bled my brake lines, switched out all of my spark plugs, and did an entire tune-up. I am proud of him. He's 19 years old, 2 weeks clean off of meth, and I really hope he stays clean. He also has a 6 week old daughter that may or may not be his bio-kid, and two Alaskan Huskies. He needed money and independence. He did well on both.
HAPPY - I got my eldest home with me til Saturday when I gotta take him back to his Dads. Gonna make the most of feeling happy, cos after Saturday it'll be a while til I feel happiness again.
Right now I am feeling so so shitty, all due to a very new and horrible emotion that I've never had to deal with before in my whole life: jealousy
Jealousy can fuck RIGHT off thank you very much. Such an awful feeling, and makes one act completely batshit insane.
If you read this, I'm sorry. We cool bitch?