update:
i'm feeling like shit right now...
i was talking with a friend whos house i stayed at last night, and he was on facebook chat..or so i though, so he explained that he doesn't remimber what happened..so i clued em in on wat all we did, and some of those things were pretty bad..
needless to say it was HIS FUCKING GIRLFRIEND that i was talking to, and she ended the msg by saying "when you talk to him, have him read these messages). so yea, i fucked up. and now she(his girlfriend) knows of all the shit we did last night.. so he's going to be fucking pissed..like really pissed, and there goes my friendship with him.. and he was a really cool guy, and was going to let me crash with him until i get back on my feet.. well not anymore because of this shit.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!!! i should have kept my fucking mouth shut.