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How Are You In One Word v. I know the feeling!

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songbird99 said:
Low-Self-esteem (I'm counting that as one word)

I want to hide. I'm so embarrassed of who I am now and who I've become. I think I'm really ugly. I don't brush my teeth everyday anymore, i don't shower for days.. sometimes almost a week. I've been isolating from everyone cuz I can't face myself and as much as they say they are not judging me and that they love me, I judge myself more critically when I'm around people.. I just wish I had a gun sometimes.. i'm so lonely but it's cuz I don't get out and see friends or family! ...also, drugs have made me stupid.. well that was my whiney little complaining session! thank you BL!
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If you are at a loss for what is making you act and feel like this. Not being able to do every day hydenic tasks is a very common sign of serious depression. I've experienced it also. <3<3<3 Perhaps look into reasons that could be causing it and treatment.

I am back home after a really long trip and I feel really unorganized everything is off of schedule and misplaced. 8( I hate this part about coming back home.
 
Was just looking through some pictures from the last 3 months..... nostalgic as fuck. I wanna go back to Cali :(

Another word that just came to mind, which can tie in with the nostalgia: homesick.
 
I'm also homesick. The odd part for me is that I am home with my family. They are as impossible as usual.

My father is OK - he's gardening compulsively, and has not yet seen the doctor. I am watching over him. I sustained an eye injury last week, and it got worse, so I went to the eye doctor. My doctor stuck me on stupid antibiotics as a preventative measure. My optic nerve remains undamaged, though my color vision is not normal in my right eye. It's getting better. I was unnecessarily stubborn in not going in sooner. I need to be more careful going forward. I also am determined to ensure my father's physical and emotional safety. I can't lose my sight and my father in one week.
 
Seyer said:
Was just looking through some pictures from the last 3 months..... nostalgic as fuck. I wanna go back to Cali :(

Another word that just came to mind, which can tie in with the nostalgia: homesick.
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Seyer <3<3 Take some pics of the home planet for us to see and post dems here.
 
^ Done. Well, one photo. My girlfriend (now ex, fuck that hurts to say/type) requested one as well so I already had that ready.


Right now, Im just feeling lonely.
 
I am always lonely, sitting in my room vaguely wishing for compainionship,
but when I have people around me I wish they would go away and I could go hide in my room alone ASAP.
 
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so stressed and im having the blues. im always lonely as well but the stress is clouding that feeling. there's only one person that doesn't make me wanna be anti-social and i wanna do whatever i can to hold onto that person... i wish i could hold onto this person forever but i wont, my relationship with this person will be a memory b4 i know it like with everyone else.
 
Relating to above post, situation may b diffferent but definitly feelin detatchment aswell. Gotta <3 it coz its just me and ther aint no changin who i am, but who i am isnt who i used to be.... and thats what i want back:(
 
What is it about who you are that you have lost and want back? Take it back? No-one stays exactly the same though, you learn and grow and mould to your environment, environments can be altered.
 
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