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How Are You In One Word v. I got a feelin'

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^Awesome...you're gonna be an uncle!! =D

My word now is just weird. Lots of changes have been happening and as usual, I don't know if I'm ready for them. I've also been missing some people terribly lately, some that I will see again and some that have unfortunately passed on. :( I just don't know how to deal with that sometimes, it's so overwhelming..
 
I feel.. reaally good, for once.
I normally feel nothing, and have to fake everything, but I just feel fucking good now.

I might be able to credit that to my recent move, into a 3 story house with big ass rooms and privacy, and my switch of probation officers, from a p.o. that would constantly threaten me with a violation even though I'd pass every piss test and had a fines paid off (which lead to 24/7 paranoia). I now have an officer that is super nice. I now live in a big ass house and have my own privacy. At work girls are constanty physically interacting with me, i.e. scratching my back, or putting their hands on me when they walk by. I am still as isolated and alone as I ever have been, but I somehow feel better.
 
I am freaking the fuck out :(

Dear Anxiety,
You are NOT WELCOME HERE. Please kindly fuck right off, kthxbai.
</3 n3o


Sepher said:
Excited, excited, excited, excited, excited! My sister went into labour this morning! I'm bouncing every time I think about it. :D :D :D
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Duuude!!! That is awesome :) Congrats <3


Pagey said:
Annoyed. Ran into my ex's new girlfriend, ugh.
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That sucks hun. But please don't let it get you down. You are a beautiful girl, inside and out *hugs* <3
 
spork said:
^Awesome...you're gonna be an uncle!! =D
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I know! Ain't it great! =D

Pagey said:
^Awesome Sepher! Congrats to her! :)
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Thanks Pagey, your congrats are appreciated. :)

n3ophy7e said:
Duuude!!! That is awesome :) Congrats <3
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Thanks N3o, I'm very happy for all of us. :)

No change so far, waters not broken just yet just broken literally seconds ago as I was typing this up I'm told! :D Looks like she's in for the long haul, but then she has got two of 'em to squeeze out. :)
 
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They're here. They're here at last! Both boys safely delivered within half an hour of each other not long ago, mum and boys all apparently fine. :D :D :D

Wasn't sure this day would ever come for the longest time but so happy. I can't remember when I've ever been so happy. I don't know what to do with it. I keep breaking down sobbing and laughing me bleedin' head off all at the same time. It's fucking great! *starts crying again* Hahahahahahaha! :D :D :D

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
 
I'm sleepy 2day...

Congrats uncle sepher... Enjoy them while they're young, they grow super fast. Also make u feel super old.lol.. Congrats dude!
 
Sepher said:
They're here. They're here at last! Both boys safely delivered within half an hour of each other not long ago, mum and boys all apparently fine. :D :D :D

Wasn't sure this day would ever come for the longest time but so happy. I can't remember when I've ever been so happy. I don't know what to do with it. I keep breaking down sobbing and laughing me bleedin' head off all at the same time. It's fucking great! *starts crying again* Hahahahahahaha! :D :D :D

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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Duuuuude!!! I was exactly the same when my first nephew was born :D It's a beautiful thing. Cry, laugh, smile, jump around, do whatever the hell you want, Uncle Sepher!! <3



Thanks to another BLer I just had a moment of clarity that could save my sanity.
So, I am feeling, calm
 
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