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How Are You In One Word v. I got a feelin'

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Anxious, stressed, and just plain miserable.. Just took a xannex so hopefully I feel better. Sorry more then 1 word
 
beengerman said:
most proud I've been in years.
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So proud and moved by what you did (and didn't do!)<3:)<3

Thankful...for everything; the messes, the complications, the stresses, the conflicts, the uncertainties, the fears, the anxieties and the mundane tasks. Life. I am thankful to be alive.
 
monstanoodle said:
Alone
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I'm around if you want to talk, Monstanoodle.

@n30--let us all know how it goes at the new job! What will you be doing?

@Pagey--it's normal. It's natural. It is the first big move of your life, going away to college and in another country no less. Remember to view it all as an adventure. And we are all here for you--just a click away.:)<3

@Nicole--why stressed? Want to talk?<3
 
Thanks herbavore <3
Well it's 4:17 a.m. here and I haven't slept yet and have to be up at 6:30 to catch the Eurostar, this is going to be a fun day - anxious.
 
n3o- Good luck on the new job!! Update us on how it goes!

Pagey- Congrats on the big move! You're moving to my dream city. I've been lucky enough to spend extended time there and I fell in love with it. This is a new chapter of your life, embrace and enjoy everything that comes with it :)


Today, I feel broken.

My heart aches. I can't get over him no matter how hard I try. I hate that he doesn't want to be a part of my life at all. Everyone thinks that I've got it all coming together, but what's success if I can't share it with him. I hate myself more with each passing day for ruining my relationship.
 
Pagey said:
^Good luck! I'm sure you'll do great :)

Terrified. Moving to London tomorrow and I'm starting to question the whole thing.
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Thank hun!!
Good luck with the move to London. It is perfectly natural to be scared with such a big life change but I'm sure you've made the right decision. It will be fine <3


stardust.hero said:
Thanks <3

A new job!? How exciting!!!!! Goodluck!! You will do perfect :) you are awesome as always!

I too have a new job interview thingy to go to today. Hoping it goes through.
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Thanks lovely!!
How did your interview go?? <3


herbavore said:
@n30--let us all know how it goes at the new job! What will you be doing?
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Thank you too love! :)
I has turned out to be a super awesome job actually, way more awesome than I initially thought! It's at a medical clinic that is involved with heaps of clinical trials. I originally thought it would just be reception work but my title is actually Clinical Research Assistant so it is WAY more in-depth than just receptionist.
Fuck yeah %)
How are you lovely?? <3
 
Stoned Immaculate said:
Pagey- Congrats on the big move! You're moving to my dream city. I've been lucky enough to spend extended time there and I fell in love with it. This is a new chapter of your life, embrace and enjoy everything that comes with it :)
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Thanks for the encouraging words - it really is a wonderful city. I hope you're feeling better <3

n3ophy7e said:
Thank hun!!
Good luck with the move to London. It is perfectly natural to be scared with such a big life change but I'm sure you've made the right decision. It will be fine <3
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Thank you! I'm glad to hear your first day went so well!! :)

Beyond stressed. Nothing is working. Can't open a bank account, can't get an English phone, it's just uuuuurgh. Very frustrating and I wasn't able to enjoy the city today.
 
herbavore said:
Thankful...for everything; the messes, the complications, the stresses, the conflicts, the uncertainties, the fears, the anxieties and the mundane tasks. Life. I am thankful to be alive.
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This sums up how I'm feeling today quite nicely. Sometimes it takes something horrible happening to make me thankful for life, but we really should be thankful for every day. Life is too fragile not to. <3
 
Stoned Immaculate said:
n3o- Good luck on the new job!! Update us on how it goes!

Today, I feel broken.

My heart aches. I can't get over him no matter how hard I try. I hate that he doesn't want to be a part of my life at all. Everyone thinks that I've got it all coming together, but what's success if I can't share it with him. I hate myself more with each passing day for ruining my relationship.
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Thanks beautiful :)
I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so much. But please rest assured that you WILL start to feel better about it soon. How long has it been since you guys broke up?
Keep your chin up lovely <3


This morning I am feeling annoyed, but I am sure my mood will improve as the day progresses.
 
relieved!

finally tied up the last of these loose ends from my paraphernalia charge. happened six months ago, and its taken twice as long as i thought. damn you war on drugs! yay for persistence paying off..
 
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