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How Are You In One Word v. I got a feelin'

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kronedog said:
Anxious.

About to ask a girl I've been crushing on out later today.
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Good luck!! Go get her son :) <3


Me: fucking sad
I am experiencing some pretty gnarly post-holiday depression, for real :(
I think I'm feeling a bit better each day, but I can't be sure.
I miss my boyfriend immensely :( <3
 
Solid dose of swag and relief....

For couple years taow and his beautiful friend Taylor have never been on the same time line ... Taow was either in a relationship or taytay was previously engaged.

Finally , after we have both had absolute shit weeks, she is going to spend the night at my new apt. I'm really happy dude, I care about her and i can't wait to please her all night - I know our chemistry is gonna be bangin as we have that easy effortless friendship. Those of you who have made that transition know what I am on about , sex with no questions and no need to request.. When you guys click and meet each others desires, it's amazing.

Can't wait, say a prayer that our relationship will flurrish if this is ment to be, please! Much love tds
 
^ Wow dude I am really excited for you!! Good luck, I hope it all goes well, and I'm sure it will :) <3
 
N3o when u get a second check out her pics on my fb , last name starts " Mal ... " :) I'm sickening to myself haha all gushy... Yo you know that ain't me n3o!!! Haha it's cool tho I am a big fan of emotions :D
 
Haha heaps makes me happy :-D. Well make that a few things have made me very happy tonight ;).... I'm jus out smokin a cjgg goin back to bed to finish watchin family guy episode.
Went as predicted , I set my alarm for early to sneak up and make her breakfast in bed before I hit my new job , first day! Made enough since I've quit to buy back my Audi track car and this weekend goin to the track and to get ink done :). My body hurts constantly but I'm finding my mind in happiness can overpower almost any physical ailment!
Gnight all, much love
 
Shitty and vulnerable - I guess I talk a lot in my sleep , this morning I left my own apt at like 5am after Tay woke me up asking me all sorts of questions regarding why I would be yelling things like " not today you promised ". What the fuck man 16 years later, no drugs and in therapy this shit still controls me like a child at heart. I'm so exhausted from continually beig abused in one form or another via those 3 months of sodomy,
Fml for real
 
disappointed

So my coffee maker broke. A friend stayed the night last night and when I woke up she asked if I wanted coffee from McDonalds and I said sure; now keep in mind I usually drink my coffee black. She came back with a "chocolate chip frappe" that was was more sugar than coffee and literally had little chunks of chocolate chips floating throughout it. Who the fuck drinks this shit America? A cup of coffee should not be 800 calories and it should actually taste like coffee.
 
theartofwar said:
Shitty and vulnerable - I guess I talk a lot in my sleep , this morning I left my own apt at like 5am after Tay woke me up asking me all sorts of questions regarding why I would be yelling things like " not today you promised ". What the fuck man 16 years later, no drugs and in therapy this shit still controls me like a child at heart. I'm so exhausted from continually beig abused in one form or another via those 3 months of sodomy,
Fml for real
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<3<3<3 for YOUR life and healing. I am going to PM you.

@ villian. McDonalds sounds like cheaper Starbucks--enough sugar for a year and enough calories in one of those drinks for your entire day sans nutrition of any kind. Seriously, coffee should be coffee. Best thing you can ever buy is a little one-cup french press. Put the coffee in the bottom, fill with just boiled water, wait 3 minutes and press: one delicious cup of coffee. :)

me: tenacious hanging onto gratitude like it's a lifeline even though it seems to have gotten awfully slippery overnight!
 
<3 TAoW hang in there man :(. I read a lot of your most recent posts about the subject and I know what's going on. Sending all my love and positive vibes your way. I'm always here to chat. Just know that <3.

I have a major headache from sitting outside on the phone for 20 minutes. This constant Florida heat is killing me.
 
villian said:
So my coffee maker broke. A friend stayed the night last night and when I woke up she asked if I wanted coffee from McDonalds and I said sure; now keep in mind I usually drink my coffee black. She came back with a "chocolate chip frappe" that was was more sugar than coffee and literally had little chunks of chocolate chips floating throughout it. Who the fuck drinks this shit America? A cup of coffee should not be 800 calories and it should actually taste like coffee.
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Sounds more like a coffee-flavoured sundae or something. I don't know how people can put that stuff into their bodies. I don't even think it tastes good. I could easily take down 1000 calories of Chinese or buffalo wings, but definitely not fast food like that. I prefer black coffee, perhaps with an ice cube or two so that I don't have to wait an hour to be able to drink it. Like the one I'm drinking right now! :)

theartofwar said:
Shitty and vulnerable - I guess I talk a lot in my sleep , this morning I left my own apt at like 5am after Tay woke me up asking me all sorts of questions regarding why I would be yelling things like " not today you promised ". What the fuck man 16 years later, no drugs and in therapy this shit still controls me like a child at heart. I'm so exhausted from continually beig abused in one form or another via those 3 months of sodomy,
Fml for real
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I know it's a sensitive topic, but maybe you can (partially) bring it up to her to explain what's going on? Dreams are the worst, though, man. I had some awful ones today about the heroin trade. Not cool.


Confused

Seems to the be the case that last night was TDS Guys have Girls Spend the Night Night, but yet...
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