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how are you in one word? v. Happiness is in your hands

It's my cat... see my post in the "I just need to post" thread if interested. He's sick and the vet can't see him for 3 more hours and I am worried it's a life-threatening thing that happens really quickly that he has had 4 times before. Or distemper.
 
Lacking

I started to feel real bad earlier tonight. I feel like actually killing myself tonight.. probably a good reason to put it off.
I'm so tired,
so low.
I'm nothing, just a fucking waste. Just waste.
 
Abject said:
Lacking

I started to feel real bad earlier tonight. I feel like actually killing myself tonight.. probably a good reason to put it off.
I'm so tired,
so low.
I'm nothing, just a fucking waste. Just waste.
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Hang in there Abject. Things will get better, you just have to ride out some rough parts. Life can really suck times, I know! I'm not sure what's going on with you but it will get better. Your not a waste! You determine you own future & can change things that you don't like & therefore make the outcome better. It's all in your hands & sometimes its in the attitude & your belief. So dont be so down on yourself. Try to stay positive & look for the light at the end of the tunnel.

If you want to talk or just need someone to listen please feel free to send me a friend request or a private nessage. I will be glad to help in any way I can. I wish you the best!

Jen
 
Abject,
I think Jennie said important things. Life has its phases and they normally pass, or get better. Sometimes it gets a lot worse before getting better.
Try to be patient and things maybe be different say a month or a year from now. You´ll never know where you´ll be.
I´ve been through horrible phases in my life. I hoped for a shorter life once. But later regret. Consider your options, try to hear people who may be there for you. Truly wish all my best to you!
Erik
 
Here are the ABC's of how im feeling today
Anger, abandonment
bored
Crazy
deranged
experimented,Emotional
fun,flabbergasted
gangster
Hurt
illuminated
joy
kept
leaden
More
narley
Omitted
Pain
quality
Relinquished
torn
Undermedicated, Ungainsayable
Vainglorious
Wonderous
Xenogenic
young
zealous
 
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