How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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reckless gambling. I still haven't learned from my mistakes. I've done similar things in the past, but this was by far the worst.

Are you gambling off-shore or in Vegas? You can take certain steps to restrict your access from what I here. I know on 5dimes I had the casino games turned off. If you are in Vegas I think you can sign a list where the casinos will not let you in or something like that. A bookie is going to be a bit more difficult.
 

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No SMFG, No cry. <3



100 thousand times better than I use to be - thats my word for today =]

Yay! ;)<3


sweaty (from exercise)

heh lol :):D...<3

trying not to feel sorry for myself. The 2nd round of chemo that was going better for my husband went totally wrong last night. I make a very squeamish nurse.:( Meanwhile he is delirious which is really new.

FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF!!! FFS your going through alot of shite...dont make any apologies for feeling sad and scared...I know there is always the fear of going too far but you are entitled to be that way without collapsing into inertia. I say this without knowing what your going through but, hope you don't deny
, yourself in the midst of all this. Take care of both of you darlin'. Sending you both, my best.

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(pm ya soon)



worried

i have a friend that's suffering pretty bad right now and i wish she'd let me help her.

Spork, sweet one, she's/he's lucky to have you as a mate. <3

i am
and can as long as it

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Not sure how I am but its not bad and pretty alright. I'm a lucky individual considering things. :)
 
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awesome: yeah I kicked ass at my interview today and she said she is calling me back. I wonder how it will be like going to college and having two jobs. Oh well, I like that money.
 
awake I hate sleep. It is such a dreadful function to me. I wake up tired and spend my first hour in the morning combatting not falling face first back into my bed and I spend the last hour of my day fighting flashing lights behind my eyelids and streams of anxiety.
 
Frustrated.
Some people its fucking imopsssible to get a civil daialct with.... morons. This shit is heavy im bein advised to bring the feds in on this one, i dun wanna have to go there. I just want my child returned as was agreed.:(
 
^^ Go to...bread? :)


I am tired too actually...late night last night and big day today.
Need.Sleep.
 
I love the chain of updates "tired" from people I saw online late at night browsing the forum. :P

I am also tired because why can't I be tired at night and not in the morning. Life is playing the opposite game with me.
 
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