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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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eukaryote said:
sore Worked 36 of 48 hours, 27 of which where on my feet and under stress in the O.R.- but I am home now to relax with love. :)
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Ha, that's nothing. Until recently I was doing at least that, twice a week, every week. All of it on my feet, and in temperatures of up to 60-70 c. Oh, and I was maintaining a smack addiction at the same time....


For now, I need two words I'm afraid. Stupid, and confident.
 
spork said:
pleased

i registered for classes for the fall semester today. that should be the last semester and then i'll have my associate's degree and be transferring to get my bachelor's...there's starting to be a light at the end of the tunnel (it's dim, but i'm starting to see it)!
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Congrats to you! That's so awesome! You should be pleased!
 
RedLeader said:
^ Better change that...boredom -> trouble typically

twired

...eh it's the best I could do. tired + wired = twired. Extremely drained from a long day, but at the same time wide awake due to music and exercise.
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I like it, that's the feeling I get after every days work. Exhausted, but with adrenaline still pumping.
 
AWAKE Still! Should have been to bed long ago and be getting up from a night's sleep around this time in the morning!
 
omen_owen mk2 said:
Ha, that's nothing. Until recently I was doing at least that, twice a week, every week. All of it on my feet, and in temperatures of up to 60-70 c. Oh, and I was maintaining a smack addiction at the same time....


For now, I need two words I'm afraid. Stupid, and confident.
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I put in between 70 and 80 hours a week, as an attending in a trauma center... its a rather stressful job at times! I know how ya feel.

Right now, I am transcendentalmmm... I think I might need to treat myself for an arrhythmia... my heart was fluttering as rangrz just kissed me from the tips of my toes to my lips. I am content with life to say the least.
 
Self-Loathing

I can't, no matter how I try defeat the smallest, and honestly probably the only issues in my life.
Junk food addictions got nothing on a herion addiction, and yet it's probably at its worst it's ever been. I am constantly broke because of how much money I spend on food, I am a tall skinny guy, so people don't seem to take it seriously if you're not obese. Preconceptions I guess.

I can't really control my weed smoking, it's not that bad, but it's not that good. I wish I had a little more control but at least I stick to my budget.

The big mumma is procrastination, I always procrastinate all my work until the last moments. I'm in my last 4 weeks of the Semester and it's like here we go again. I got up today to do my work and ended up sleeping in, missing a class, having another napp two hours after waking up (WTF?!)

Since then I've been trawling the internet, smoking shit loads of cigarettes to try and calm myself, even though I'm running out and can't afford a new pack.
Honestly I'm probably just a sulky little bitch mood because I haven't had any weed today (Can't afford it, spent the last of my cash on disgusting junk food)

Such minuscule problems, and yet for me at this time so crushing :( The small scale of my problems makes me feel even worse about them.

PS Having $1.98 in the bank account doesn't help either.
 
^honda, that does not sound good.
at all.

you might be looking at your situation from a stationary perspective.

anyway, I feel empathy for your shame, and if I can help, I will.
 
Task-saturated

A husky, a birthday, and an inbox that will never let me have a moment to myself constitute a formidable set of circumstances. I wouldn't have it any other way.
 
TangerinO said:
Self-Loathing

I can't, no matter how I try defeat the smallest, and honestly probably the only issues in my life.
Junk food addictions got nothing on a herion addiction, and yet it's probably at its worst it's ever been. I am constantly broke because of how much money I spend on food, I am a tall skinny guy, so people don't seem to take it seriously if you're not obese. Preconceptions I guess.

I can't really control my weed smoking, it's not that bad, but it's not that good. I wish I had a little more control but at least I stick to my budget.

The big mumma is procrastination, I always procrastinate all my work until the last moments. I'm in my last 4 weeks of the Semester and it's like here we go again. I got up today to do my work and ended up sleeping in, missing a class, having another napp two hours after waking up (WTF?!)

Since then I've been trawling the internet, smoking shit loads of cigarettes to try and calm myself, even though I'm running out and can't afford a new pack.
Honestly I'm probably just a sulky little bitch mood because I haven't had any weed today (Can't afford it, spent the last of my cash on disgusting junk food)

Such minuscule problems, and yet for me at this time so crushing :( The small scale of my problems makes me feel even worse about them.

PS Having $1.98 in the bank account doesn't help either.
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My hear goes out to you. I know how hard it is. Especially when you are down, to get back up. <3<3<3<3

Today I am tired and a bit down. I slept horribly last night and don't feel that positive today. Lets hope today perks up. Lots to do.
 
annoyed: seriously can't people ever just be straight forward? Stop being a pussy and just tell it how it is.
 
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