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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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SMFG <3<3 I am thankful I get to see a few extra posts by you thanks to your ISP too :P.

Today I am excited I woke up early and I have a list of things planned to do for the day.
 
Pissed off. I was supposed to go out tonight with some friends,, now it is barely 11 and they're already gone. Did I miss the moment all my friends turned into boring assholes? :(
 
Bummed/anxious/annoyed. (Sorry, that's three words.)

My psychiatrist of 4 years just told me he couldn't see me anymore because he isn't taking my insurance anymore. Now I have to tell a whole new person all my issues and go over why I'm there and what I hope to accomplish and hope they give me the same fucking prescriptions that I've been on comfortably for the past year... And I don't even know who this person is going to be yet! It's so hard to find a low-cost/Medicaid-accepting psychiatrist in New York City. He told me this just after I got done with my therapist... we were talking about how I'm afraid to get close to new people because I know they're gonna leave anyway so what's the point... how is that for irony??? In other news, I can now be completely honest with my therapist about my drug use and not be afraid that my psychiatrist will stop prescribing me benzodiazepines. :\
 
^^ That really sucks Rabidrabbit :( But remember, you've been able to open up to oen psychiatrist, so now you know you're capable of opening up to another. I know it's a pain in the ass to have to start over again, but it will be okay <3
 
sweaty...

i broke down, but i got even less than yesterday...

i will succeed bitches!
 
pleased

i registered for classes for the fall semester today. that should be the last semester and then i'll have my associate's degree and be transferring to get my bachelor's...there's starting to be a light at the end of the tunnel (it's dim, but i'm starting to see it)!
 
glad

spork said:
pleased

i registered for classes for the fall semester today. that should be the last semester and then i'll have my associate's degree and be transferring to get my bachelor's...there's starting to be a light at the end of the tunnel (it's dim, but i'm starting to see it)!
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That's how you do that... I'm really glad for you. <3:)
 
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