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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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waiting:

tomorrow i have no pain-killers, no Humira, no mmj, and no promethazine;


i had better go shave, take a bath, and gulp down some coffee before those things are too much to even comprehend starting in the next few hours; tomorrow,,, ohhhh buddy.
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this would be a fine time to give my loved ones peace of mind.
but no, the reasons i fought for and with before, they were only building blocks of my own self. now, death brought unto myself... would be the greatest acceptance of the blind faith in black, or light.
this is not where my life is, and is not where i will stay.

so, burn burn burn, you ring of fire.
you need my air to feed.
 
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determined
went to the gym twice today
worked
have a current average of over 95% in my class
I plan on making something of my life someday. This will require effort but I'm ready
 
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determined
went to the gym twice today
worked
have a current average of over 95% in my class
I plan on making something of my life someday. This will require effort but I'm ready
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You appear to be rather committed to improving your life, OD. Stay that way and it will happen!
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Currently feeling: Unconventional. An (attempt at) an artsy fartsy abundance of absurdity!
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SOoO~ you are a ticket girl! lol ;) Refreshing to have 'Artsy Fartsy' called out! ;)

ATM:Too tired, too much to think about.
 
OD: Nice day! Are you taking a psychology class?

PIP: Hope tomorrow is OK for you...:(



Me: Calmed-down
 
panic, haha! I was on a mission to finish a poem I wrote the other day called "Half A Shot Of Henry Rollins", © damnit! Sadly, the mission failed due to drain bramage. I use Notepad literally for EVERYTHING from jotting down entire spoken word pieces, to literal notes to self that say "Call in your medication, you twitchy thing, you!". I'm consistently telling myself "Oh, you'll transfer it into written form after you revise it, ect, ect..."! Then, before I even get a chance to do so, I always attempt to click out of some meaningless 'note to self' and end up accidently closing my unsaved work. Sure leaves room to reconsider my thought process! Haha.
PS. Speaking of thought processes and whatnot, continue to challenge this adversity. What you're going through certainly isn't easy, but you WILL be okay! Comfortable? Not at all. Can you get through it and come out twice as enlightened as before? Of course you can! Sending a million positive vibes your way!
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Asclepius, in that case, ARTSY FARTSY! Hahaha!
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Mood as of n o w: Irked. I had a hard time transitioning back to writing after this past relapse; I'm not too fond of losing my writing after it finally decided to manifest itself without hesitation. Ack.
 
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" ! Then, before I even get a chance to do so, I always attempt to click out of some meaningless 'note to self' and end up accidently closing my unsaved work. Sure leaves room to reconsider my thought process! "

~"
those hard words, between in and out;
write them now or you lose yourself-
those left out, between me & you;
forget them soon or you will lose yourself-
those painted lies, about you & us;
forget them soon, or you will lose yourself.
"~~~
" Hope never comes but torture with out end
Hope never comes but torture with out end
Hope never comes but torture with out end "

...'auschwitz-46- paradise lost me

was listening to them,,, 18+ years ago --
always right there... all these gleams bounced off somewhere.
 
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OD: Nice day! Are you taking a psychology class?
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Yep! Its just a 101 class. During the summer semester, if I determine that I can be a student, I plan on taking another 3 classes. Its part of my required classes but I'm also using it to help get back into the routine of studying and whatnot
 
dreamy.... there's this girl I'm friends with who I'm starting to feel is more than a friend... this could be great or horrible.

either way I'm still feeling


Dreamy!
 
cold

It's already started snowing and was not supposed to until noon. I have to suck it up and drive after rush hour but before my maintenance person gets here to fix my lock.

*kicks self for not getting everything completed yesterday*
 
Distracted. I can't ever work in this class everybody is way loud and the teacher can't control 3/4s of these teens.
My ADD is getting a bit noticable since my herb high is about gone.
 
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