How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

[debaser]

Irritated

 

[paranoid android]

Embarrased

 

[FiatFlux]

thankful

sometimes i dont know what id do without this place and these people, cheers DS

 

[ocean]

Mixed.

I'm a little annoyed, a little bothered, a little excited, a little rejected, ina bit of pain, happy for my kitty who got home from the kitty groomers.

 

[SideOrderOfOpiates]

panic, loving the random Terminal 46 thrown in there! Really hope you're feelin' alright today!

Disgruntled

Asclepius, Okay, so I was going to make a joke in an attempt to improve your mood by saying "Well at least you're GRUNTLED enough to know it!" (don't worry, I didn't get it either! Haha). Then I thought for a second, "man, if only gruntled was a word that meant delighted, or something of the opposing nature..." So, of course, I dictionary.com it to make sure my 'glory' hasn't already been taken from me. Lo and behold, GRUNTLED— adj
informal happy or contented; satisfied. How have I missed that one?

::Scratches head, shrugs::

Mood of the moment:

Influenced

. Watched some YouTube videos of a woman who shall remain nameless whose life stories and feelings paralleled mine. She made a reference to being similar to a vietnam vet—something my mom and therapist have told me I have had the similar mindset of due to having to really 'toughen up' in many situations. I don't cry much, but this woman's story made me bawl. We had many of the same very bizarre experiences. In the end, within time, she beat her addictions, gave up the unsavoury men, tackled the mental health aspect, and now does some of the things I would love to do one day. She speaks publicly about her 'story'—in hopes of helping others, she also wrote a book, picked up a musical talent she gave up long ago, and is very successful. This woman really, really gave me a bit of 'hope' back.

 

[36979999_acb]

On the verge...

 

[36979999_acb]

Helpless && Alone

 

[OverDone]

craving
some sort of temporary escape
some sort of sign that I'll be ok
some sort of something that can just make me feel good for a moment

 

[theartofwar]

tired - went to a couple places for inpatient today, my insurance switches on monday so I'm waiting for the director to get in and see if i can start on one insurance and switch to the other - dunno how that works. Blah. Last place i wanna be but I need it.

 

[IvvySaid]

Things are very strange right now. In every aspect of my seemingly meager life. Contorted. I guess that pretty much sums it up.

 

[FiatFlux]

craving
some sort of temporary escape
some sort of sign that I'll be ok
some sort of something that can just make me feel good for a moment

im not jonesing right now, but i can relate. hang in there, and know that you're stronger than you think.
best


on a side note,
fucking BL load faster!

 

[TINK]

sonofamotherfuckingwhorebagshitty

 

[ocean]

stuffed.

 

[OverDone]

im not jonesing right now, but i can relate. hang in there, and know that you're stronger than you think.
best


on a side note,
fucking BL load faster!

thank you! :D I was just experiencing a momentary perspective imbalance by focusing on all the negatives and the long way I need to go to achieve my goals. Now I figure, as long as I apply the effort, I will get somewhere positive and that my goals are always changing. I just need to relax, step back and roll with it

 

[love2party]

Bored

I need A job so I'm abstaining from marijuana and I'm really bored right now and craving a hit .

 

[n3ophy7e]

TINK, what's up hun???


ocean, pics of Buttons??


Me: excited to be back at uni! I'm such a nerd %)

 

[theartofwar]

scared, confused. keeping people close now.

 

[OverDone]

bed
a lesson was reinforced today. I create my own mental issues when I fail to accept or tackle my personal responsibilities. If shits gotta get done, then i gotta get it done. No more putting it off and no more half-assed 'attempts'. Gotta do it right and do it in a timely fashion

 

[panic in paradise]

Me: excited to be back at uni! I'm such a nerd %)

funnel-head

no way, there is not much else to do n30 -- except apply, practice, a gain more...

ill hopefully have a 2-year stretch where i having to do but bolt up my equivalency, and then emmmeeerrrge -lol.
i feel i need, or should get into a proper UNI, all i have are excuses, and some set-backs, but nothing that should stop me from higher-knowledge.

 

[Seith]

Completely fucking frustrated.

Waiting for my anti-psych so I can calm down and sleep, my arm unfortuantly pays the price while I wait. Nurse took all my shavers, sharpest thing I have is a pin, doesn't quite do the job.

Fuck so over this, I really can't see the point anymore.