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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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THANK YOU GUYS!!!
n3ophy7e:
It would probably help. I just dont know how the hell im going to EXPLAIN THIS MESS TO HER, Im just beginning to understand it myself...Have no idea where to start.

My baby is ok medically , shes a little cranky from withdrawal though.
 
ocean said:
^Yikes. Feel better.

My word: Groggy.
Just woke up.................
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Todays another day :D
Lets make it a good one!

bored
I am @ school until 11:15ish won't be home till 12. I really wanna relax, smoke a bowl, and play black ops.
 
Blowing smoke rings im so content ATM and when this feeling subsides, I'l prob be sayin' that I was blowing them out my arse lol...but for now
Content
Met some people today I had nice conversations with, just bein myself(despite feelin nervous and angry earlier) and for some reason, two of those people started opening up to me about realy personal stuff- felt so fukin honoured! :D
Grateful/Humbled
 
Boracay said:
Art were the same age.25.. I have PTSD from the Military. I live in the Philippines bro.. I can hook u up with beautiful sweet girls who would love u. Do u have money to travel overseas.

I like chicken.



Your on Peptides and Test bro. Damn u should be in cloud nine feeling so good. Are u on tren right now. I know that can be a downer bro what got u to such a depressed state man.
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haha im good bro, got a quality lady.

I run test year round, tren only during powerlifts - 10-12 weeks out i start to run tren,halo,etc whatever it takes you know the drill.

ptsd is a bitch bro i wish you the best.
 
^oh no - feel better. Almost everyone I know had it and it laid me up for almost 10 days. It's going around, even my dad has it now! Rest, fluids, and kitteh snuggles are the way to go! <3

My word: opportunistic. Not going to say anything too much yet for fear of jinxing myself beyond that it is career-related.
 
^ ring ring in few :). Did you go to the doc today or are you gonna ride it out ? Glad you are feeling better regardless.

me: tired, confused - I am admitting opently to anyone, myself included I need help. I am dangerousl suicidal, I need help badly, I'm gonna look into inpatient :( , i dont want to go in at all. But I am concerned for my life, i need fucking help so badly.
 
theartofwar said:
^ ring ring in few :). Did you go to the doc today or are you gonna ride it out ? Glad you are feeling better regardless.

me: tired, confused - I am admitting opently to anyone, myself included I need help. I am dangerousl suicidal, I need help badly, I'm gonna look into inpatient :( , i dont want to go in at all. But I am concerned for my life, i need fucking help so badly.
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Don't worry about me <3 I will be just fine; already basically am.

As for you, you know what you need to do, and that is to get professional help NOW. Please have a family member or friend you trust who is in your city get you where you need to go if you are concerned about your life. Your friends here in TDS and IRL are here for you. <3
 
thx guys =/. I'll let you know what's up, I hate being in those places, it's so fucking lonely. But I need help so badly :(.
 
theartofwar said:
thx guys =/. I'll let you know what's up, I hate being in those places, it's so fucking lonely. But I need help so badly :(.
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Hey pet, no lonely, you are loved! Bigtime!<3
Hang on bud, do what you have to to mind yourself!




A-bloody-wake
 
theartofwar said:
^ ring ring in few :). Did you go to the doc today or are you gonna ride it out ? Glad you are feeling better regardless.

me: tired, confused - I am admitting opently to anyone, myself included I need help. I am dangerousl suicidal, I need help badly, I'm gonna look into inpatient :( , i dont want to go in at all. But I am concerned for my life, i need fucking help so badly.
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Take care of yourself man...get whatever help that you need <3
 
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