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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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have you tried electro therapy ? And checked your knees to see if your allignment is all straight ? This caused massive problems on my back simply because I didn't alternate hands while doing deadlifts.

regardless, best luck.
 
my word: very depressed and furious fucking angry

read self harm thread. I'm going to fucking lose my mind - everytime i try to open up i get shit on. I'm so fucking angry I am not going to generalize humanity and start cursing off at everyone , I'll just say I am fucking lonely, angry, and filled with a lot of fucking chaos - therapy gives me fucking REAL flashbacks, EVERY fucking night. My concussions now are so bad my head never stops aching. Ya im gonna fucking bitch, because nobody has an easy life and I take this forum at it's word - I'm fucking not doing well. Huge understatement.

still got mad love for you all.
 
relieeevved
Oh my god, the cool southerly breeze just came across Sydney about an hour ago, I've opened up the whole house and let it flow through. It went from about 38C (100F) to 21C (70F) in 30 minutes.
Everyone rejoice!! <3 :D
 
n3ophy7e said:
relieeevved
Oh my god, the cool southerly breeze just came across Sydney about an hour ago, I've opened up the whole house and let it flow through. It went from about 38C (100F) to 21C (70F) in 30 minutes.
Everyone rejoice!! <3 :D
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I did the same thing , forgot it's winter and now I look like a scared turtle :X !!!!

:p:p
 
so angry - whenever I cannot deal with my emotions I simply get angry. I should be sad, lonely, slue of things - but fucking all i feel is anger. Whatever though fuck can you do.

hang in tds.
 
Have spent most of my whole evening researching: Sociopathy and Methods of Manipulation in an effort to stay one step ahead of certain people who lie to me... Ive just been lied to so much, I feel like a victim and want to get out.
I think I'm becoming a bit obsessive and paranoid.
Goddamn it, seems no matter what I try, I cant avoid being taken for granted...really got to let go of this.

Scared
 
sad

lost 3 other guys here (im n recover house).
they pissd hot, and one guy had a pistol, and knife set.

other guy just said fuck it.

other guy is moving in with girlfriend, n said fuck it.


it sucks to hear. when i first got here, everyone had more time then me, now i got more time then everyone. shits crazy.

its a good thing when people comeup to me now and want what i have. pretty cool deal right there.

it takes some for others to recover i guess.
 
hanging in - I wanted so bad to cut earlier. I was really hating myself - i went out with no agenda just to go out. This is a stupid choice. But I drove and thought, I thought of everything I have done. And honestly I'm lonely and it's hard not having friends anymore due to drugs (I don't judge I just cannot restrain, everytime I go out the only thing I can turn down on any basis is opiates). I'm 25 and have multiple certifications working on so that my life isn't about "what could've been" I REFUSE to have that happen.

sorry for the vent, I know I worried a few people earlier, I was in a dark place. Thx guys :/ it really means a lot.
 
Speechless. Nervous. Angry. Unjust. Sick to my stomach. Completely headfucked by this.... Just heard something on the news in relation to something that I am not going to speak of. Jesus fucking Christ. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to think. My fucking God, why couldn't I have been the last? Why couldn't I have fucking been the last? I was not expecting that—out of anything that I could have heard—right during the end of a fucking relapse yet. God fucking damnit, I did NOT need that right now! :X :( :X :(
 
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