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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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^ word =D

me : insomnia, bastard lack of sleep had 2 hours now im wide awake n readay to go - only problem is not much is open, even 24/7 gyms im banned from for making a "lunk alarm" go of LOL. Arggggh ready to fuckin go !!!!!!!!!! ANCYY !!!
 
I am soooo CONFUSED


I feel semi-conceited writing this, but I know I'm semi-good looking. I really try though. I work out quite often, am lean, try to have good muscle tone. I try to dress sharp, be fresh, have clean, good kicks, have the hair lookin' good, got my nice diamond earrings in, yada, yada, yada.

I do notice girls checking me out, but girls like to play weird games, unless they're drunk, then they just want you. I don't like thisl. I don't want some drunk girll. It makes me feel like I'm taking advantage of someone. I don't want to play games either. So I sometimes feel weird talking to random girls in a hometown bar. I feel like my intentions are fairly obvious. Not everyone thinks the same way, but ultimately I feel like if I'm going to talk to a girl it's because I want to have sex with her. So it's easier to talk to a guy because I don't want to have sex with him and don't care what he thinks about me.

Maybe because of one of the things I've just written, this closeted gay guy came on to me at the bar tonight...hard. Even when I told him I wasn't gay. Now I'm just not sure. Am I giving off a gay vibe or something?
 
Carl Landrover said:
I am soooo CONFUSED


I feel semi-conceited writing this, but I know I'm semi-good looking. I really try though. I work out quite often, am lean, try to have good muscle tone. I try to dress sharp, be fresh, have clean, good kicks, have the hair lookin' good, got my nice diamond earrings in, yada, yada, yada.

I do notice girls checking me out, but girls like to play weird games, unless they're drunk, then they just want you. I don't like thisl. I don't want some drunk girll. It makes me feel like I'm taking advantage of someone. I don't want to play games either. So I sometimes feel weird talking to random girls in a hometown bar. I feel like my intentions are fairly obvious. Not everyone thinks the same way, but ultimately I feel like if I'm going to talk to a girl it's because I want to have sex with her. So it's easier to talk to a guy because I don't want to have sex with him and don't care what he thinks about me.

Maybe because of one of the things I've just written, this closeted gay guy came on to me at the bar tonight...hard. Even when I told him I wasn't gay. Now I'm just not sure. Am I giving off a gay vibe or something?
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Ive had this happen bro , along with the jersey shore skanks that chill at every EVERY bar i go too... it's stupid. Keep your head up bro , you've got a lot going for you.
 
back from gym, fealin like a joke in there lol: patience i've lost a solid 20-30lbs on EVERY lift.

2 weeks shit'll be fine but fuck man I'm just glad to be back.
 
n3o we got top 5 winters of all time in boston - no jokes - it's like 3-4 - worst weather I've been alive for ... it's ridiculous I'll be lucky to see green grass by june man !!!!!
 
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I'll be lucky to see green grass by june man !!!!!
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Hahahaha same here actually!! My beautiful back lawn is DEAD! Totally scorched :(
Crazy weather though, on both opposite sides of the globe.
 
wishing for snow
That might sound crazy to you folk with tonnes of the shit in your streets and yards right now, but it's so much more pleasant to me than the heat we are enduring over here.


Okay, I'ma stop whinging about it right about now.... =D
 
Haha , soon nuff i wont see the stuff for longgg time ;).

Snows stolen 3 cars from me and my benz SUV. I got no love for it lol !!!
 
well i'm cold, it's snowing outside, and the winds blowing, yet it's nice n warm in my bed.
 
Aww n3o, that's no good. Hope you're feeling better (or your boy is home) soon.

Also, it is that bad (@ the previous reply). Weighed myself this morning, and I've gained a total of 23 lbs since november. But I'll be home soon, eating well, running, doing yoga and etc. It'll be good in time. :)

ATM: okay. I'm learning to make knoedel - schwabish bread dumpling things.
 
My word: RARGH!!!

BL is running slow for me (proba a good thing b/c its probably getting cleaned up)
I'm out of milk for my coffee so I'm drinking it black........
And my back may be broken........feels like it.
 
Lower back and the muscles up the side..........
But my muscles in my legs and arms hurt too- No big thing.
I think its just a fibro flare up. I'm not worried about it :)

My new word: Offline.
I must now face the day and get out of my pjs.
 
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