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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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Haha - I just had my first offer on one of my paintings and couldn't let it go bro,,

Took forever to even show em , I'm fond of em. I'd sell 2/3rds but they went right for my favorite... tisk... fucck that noise.

And as for your idea, I will pass lol. I still am lucky to have work that can be done any time on the computer. I guess, im bored as fuck, but PISSED.
 
HAPPY.

I got the call back I was waiting for and it turns out I landed the job I tried out for last week. Managing an elementary after school programme is going to be way better than working retail, especially for 1.5x the previous pay. :) I'm so happy I don't care that it's winter anymore!
 
just want to get like a solid 8 more hours done.... I've been goin early, left lil after 8 for aqua therapy. Back here organized all the electronics I'm selling and clothing blah blah etc , now it's ortho and my primary doc after at 2:15 on.....

I want to do something REAL stupid in teh fun sense, I wll be controlled. It's so fucking annoying sitting while you watch each day steal away gains you could've had.

ancy ,, cautious not sure what I'll get into later today , nothing big , but still I have abstained from almost everything for awhile - I don't do bars, well i do w/right ppl, but ths is my equivalent. Hataz gonna hate.
 
spork said:
i was on my way to class and some random guy hanging out in front of school just told me that i was ugly as i was walking in. i didn't really know how to react to it, i ended up just calling him an asshole and going about my business. i had to give a presentation and the whole time i kept thinking that every one there was thinking about how ugly i was and i totally just bombed the whole thing. :(

i'm trying to be rational and just telling myself that this guy was just a dick and that i'm not really ugly, but it's really hard. i've only recently started to become confident in myself and now it just seems like i've lost all that and am right back to where i started and hate myself again. ughh people can be so cruel.
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Try not to worry about it hun. You aren't ugly at all. When somebody randomly insults someone they don't even know, it's usually a sign of their own insecurites. He's probably just bitter against all women cos he can't get any. :\
 
to spork - I promise you that jerk deals with hours , days , nights thinking why he is the way he is. I was bullied bad back in the day, I turned it around and was a total wise ass fight anyone for years in school - I can see how it works. Hate can breed hate - you are a damn person and look I don't know if I have ever seen you - certainly read though. This guy just picked you as a target, it's an awful feeling having been targeted. Feel violated for a time - depending on how severe it was for you.

Just please keep your head up, and rest assured at biggest I've ever come in , pulling more weight in my contests - i've never felt more like I need to be humbler and kinder - this person may or may not break the mental problems causing him to be like this, but it DOES happen. (Believe me the appologies sucked LOL).

*edit* off to docs ortho n primary - primary is a nympho and makes things weird. lol can't say I'll be bored, I'm always on the edge of that bed / seat - can't wait to gimp my ass outta theere !!!
 
I'm feeling pretty good.

Managed to sort out a whole lot of shit that's been stressing me out lately.
 
Meh

Had nightmares last night, woke up all sweaty, which always feels really gross.

My family's business/my job (though I also work at a physical therapy place) got the roof partially caved in by the snow. So we're kind of fucked for a little while.
 
Sore

and I just signed up to be an organ doner, so I'm feeling kinda philosophical about the whole thing really....
 
HAPPY! relieved. satisfied.

okay, so that was three words. don't give a fuck! i am so excited. i finally got my check from my car accident. after 4 months of waitingggg. yay. :D
 
i've had such a bad headache all day, ib prophin isn't doing anything for it.
maybe i'll go take a nice long shower.
 
so learned that both my ACL and MCL are now completely torn. I go for surgery on the first, I'll be developing patience let's leave it at fucking that... two complete reconstructive surgeries and grafting ligaments rom my left leg - hey, people warned me :P..
 
Carl Landrover said:
Meh

Had nightmares last night, woke up all sweaty, which always feels really gross.

My family's business/my job (though I also work at a physical therapy place) got the roof partially caved in by the snow. So we're kind of fucked for a little while.
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theartofwar said:
so learned that both my ACL and MCL are now completely torn. I go for surgery on the first, I'll be developing patience let's leave it at fucking that... two complete reconstructive surgeries and grafting ligaments rom my left leg - hey, people warned me :P..
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Lame turns of events :( My thoughts are with you guys. Maybe taow can hitch it to Carl's clinic for some rehab? Seriously though I hope things get better for both of you soon. Insurance exists for a reason amirite? cheers <3
 
Excited. Going to a party tonight...good company, DJ sounds good. Slept bad all week but I will ignore my body's demands for the moment and worry about that tomorrow :)
 
^^wish I could do something for you man. sounds like a really tough spot <3 to you

taow - lamesauce :( hopefully everything will turn out for the best
 
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