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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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emotional

turns out that I was masking them for a long time. what a strange experience....
 
Depressed

Slowly realizing my potential....I might be the next great something
I hate uncertainty, just gimme a damn instruction manual for my life dammit!!
Unemployed for the past two years, bills piling up, no jobs in sight. Hopeless
But do I give up? Hell no, I grab life by the throat and dig in with my nails, drain every drop of blood dammit!

Did I mention I'm fed up with unemployment? >___<
Suicidal ideation from decades ago somehow rears its ugly head, I must kill it before it spreads. How I hate myself for not showering my beloved with the attention she deserves
 
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Hang in there Ninjetic, Hopefully things turn around soon. <3

I'm feeling very positive this evening.

About to head out to an AA meeting with my buddy in a little while.
 
Oh wow, acknowledgment from ppl I have yet to chat with on bluelight!!<3<3<3
Thanks for the emotional boost ppl! Its encouragement like that, that I could go far with:) Lets just hope I find employment of some type soon, as philosphical mannerisms don't pay the bills these days:\
 
Satisfied

I got to shadow the after-school program I might soon get hired at. It's not a sure thing yet, but I had a fun time and all the ladies who run it are very nice :) Crossing my fingers on this one.
 
good but ... fighting anxiety attacks ever since therapy today. :/ - therapy has helped me so much but I am still covering the toughest stuff and brings me back A LOT.
 
Ninjetic said:
Oh wow, acknowledgment from ppl I have yet to chat with on bluelight!!<3<3<3
Thanks for the emotional boost ppl! Its encouragement like that, that I could go far with:) Lets just hope I find employment of some type soon, as philosphical mannerisms don't pay the bills these days:\
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This is what The Dark Side is all about man, we're all here for you <3 :)
 
theartofwar said:
good but ... fighting anxiety attacks ever since therapy today. :/ - therapy has helped me so much but I am still covering the toughest stuff and brings me back A LOT.
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As blockages are released they must travel up your chakaras before they are released through the crown chakra and back into the universe. In the process they must travel through the third eye, which is the center of consciousness. Hang in there man, if you are re-experiencing traumatic events in a healthy way, it means that said experiences are leaving your body. Big up for confronting the past. Peace to you <3
 
thank you bro, that's exactly where we are at - it's been real tough, 3 days a week and coming clean w/my prob i had developed cutting myself. I am so glad I've got days under my belt away from that - I was scaring the shit out of myself how quickly i was getting out of control.
 
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