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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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Aware. Oxycontin withdrawals take entirely too long for me to feel somewhat human again.

PS. I would like to dedicate this post to the makers of 600mg Ibuprofen. Without you, I would be in odd cramped up positions for another hour or so.
 
body is fucked , i've never felt such constant sharp pain in my life. Literally barely can walk , weather did my right knee in completely it's bone on bone and fucking kills. Throw a cough onto fractured ribs , things are not pleasant.
 
Dave said:
^ Smoooove!

ATM: content, I think. Life's about to get really interesting, and probably a bit hectic in the coming months, but for the first time I think that I might be ready for it.
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Like buttah

I'm also pretty content actually. And my schedule is also going to get busier with school starting next week, but I'm feeling ready for it.


Also tired today. Been a lot more active lately and I think it's catching up to me a bit.
 
n3ophy7e said:
sad :(
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Hope everything's alright! :) <3



I'm still good. My gosh I love being off of opiates! =DI've had a pretty consistent head space for two weeks now. None of those up and downs I would have all the time with using opiates. :)
 
Thank you Carl, that made me feel better and put a smile on my face :) <3 <3 <3
Carl Landrover said:
My gosh I love being off of opiates!
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This is so awesome to hear man, good for you! <3

My current word(s): sore abs :(
Excruciating, even!! Too many ab crunches at the gym :|
 
FuK'd~

have had lingering bronchitis and not taking my immuno-suppressant-pain-blocker/Humira, because of this reason.
the pain from not taking it was becoming a bit too much, so i took it 2 days ago, it ordinarily needs 3-4 to start working fully. now the sick is coming back on, fully - ohhh the risks&benefits.
im anxious to see how i feel waking,,, when i go to sleep.

annnd then its back to the doctor again.
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i wish there was a place where there are doctors and nurses all the time, who could run tests&diagnostics as needed, or during different times of the day review physical reactions, and cellular interactions etc.

having adverse reactions to prednisone and now albuteral(cardio-steroids) is no good ive learned, suggests adrenal gland problems, which has been a major issue in the past.

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that's rough pip, I know people who have thyroid issues it's a tricky hormone. I can't imagine the patience you have to have developed to cope bro.

personally: dark / trying to keep a sanity grip, shit fucking sucks. rains it pours.
 
TAOW, call me. <3 Hope all is well your way.

ATM: loved as I saw my longtime friends in San Francisco, and kept it all together. I love my friends and my family so very much - I love the randomness of it all and I am also grateful. I wouldn't have it any other way.
 
I'm hypo man, I'm sorry but I don't even want to put anyone through that phone call. I already fucking ramble off shit i shouldn't. Fuck if i care now but I remember all to well, 46 hours wtf you expect, jesus christ. I'm glad i can't move, fuck knows what would get into my head.
 
pain thankfully my mind settled down, won't sleep till tonight, which will be 60 hours.

I've never in my life felt such horrid pain, my right knee pain is worse than being shot. I'm not one to complain about pain , i normally just roll with it. I honestly don't know if i can keep this up, I cannot walk, im puking it's so bad. And puking with ribs healing is a mess. Ugh.

This honestly could not come at much of a worse time, I'm trying to see some good in it , but coming up utterly empty. :(
 
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