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How Are You In One Word? v. Do A Little Dance, Make A Little Love

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whataboutheforests said:
self-loathesome :(
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^ Aw, we've all certainly been there! Unfortunately, some more than others, though. You just so happen to be speaking to one of 'em!
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Haha! I've found that the longer we hold onto our self-hatred, the longer we are providing ourselves with more to energy to fuel abovesaid self-hatred. It becomes a parasitic relationship—with the self-loathing (your thought process) being the parasite, and the person involved (yourself) being the host. Try your best to forgive yourself, discard unhealthy/excess shame, and realize that at any given moment, change is possible with the adequate amount of will! As long as you are giving life your all, you have nothing to be self-loathesome about. If you are not, you simply need to work on a few things...as do the rest of us.

Mood as of n o w : Acceptable. Honestly, I am pretty proud of myself for how I handled temptation today.
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panic, "put on that Goofy-Hat, not an orange-cap." <---Almost had me in tears from laughter there with that hat to cap metaphor! Hahah! =D Priceless! And yes, hopefully I will continue to pass with flying colours!
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^ Damn, a load of people seem to be sick ATM.

Scared
Kinda Sad.
Vulnerable.
Small bit creeped out, had a weird encounter with a taxi driver who was being innapropriate, felt fucking vulnerable as hell. Still do, have been trying to deal with my own shit lately, as well as the absence of D. Havnt been investing alot in BL because im just trying to keep my head above water and dealing with my stuff IRL.
I dont 'do' vulnerable well, just want to lock reality away but being out around people has taken me out of my own crap somewhat, although it has reinforced my sense of 'aloneness' ATM but I guess/hope that will toughen me up, so I know locking myself away is self-defeating.
 
I hope everyone starts to feel better soon.

I don't use opiates at all. My word is deteriorating. Among stress, too much wine, and this sickness, nothing is improving. My ears will not stop popping and I cannot get out of bed.

It's my friend's birthday tomorrow so I need to pick it up quicksnap.
 
Inquisitive and hungry. (I broke the rules, sorry. Hehe.) Feeling a bit eager for random knowledge—and a cheeseburger. Luckily, they are both being assembled!
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Mariposa said:
I hope everyone starts to feel better soon.

I don't use opiates at all. My word is deteriorating. Among stress, too much wine, and this sickness, nothing is improving. My ears will not stop popping and I cannot get out of bed.
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<3 hang n there girl. why are ur ears popping? sounds like u mite be getting sick or something.


i feel dirty, had a good meeting about sex, and i shared. and i didn't know there was a 6year old girl sitting behind me, and i was like. damn lol
(she really didn't need to hear that shit, i understand bringing ur kid to a meeting, but if the topic is on sex? wtf)
 
I bet the world would be a more fun place if girls didn't rely on their lame friends to make every decision for them. 8)

I read a study about how when girls were removed from their social grouping, they tested to be more aggressive than their male counterparts.


Yah things could be soooo much easier if everyone had a teaspoon more of understanding and decency
 
Very regretful.

I gave in to my craving today and after almost four weeks of successfully tapering my Poppy Seed dose, I got high today... Sigh...
 
Agitated!! :X
Can't sleep and am just feeling angry for some reason.
Grr, need to relax.
 
better...I was just able to get out of bed right now, got drunk last night woke up with the worst headache I have had in a while, even my teeth where hurting. I don't get how people can be alcoholics, just the thought of alcohol is repulsive right now.
 
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