How are you in one word? v. 2012

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^^ That sucks man, is there anything in particular making you feel like this??


SMFG hang in there buddy, remember it takes a couple of weeks for the side effects to subside. But having said that, obviously, if you want to stop taking the zoloft, please talk to your prescribing doctor and tell them you're not happy being on it.


Carl Landrover said:
I haven't taken anything in a week, and the last thing was sub. I haven't had any H in 12 days I've been on suboxone before.
Carl this is awesome to hear man!! 12 days clean off H, and 7 days sober. Keep it up dude, I'm so proud of you :) <3


jaurk said:
Stressed, I've got a lot of exams coming up, and I'm pretty far behind in math, OK in physics and barely there in chem.
And this weekend there's a party where my ex will be at, my friend broke up with his ex and is wasting so much money on her, and is suicidal throwing himself infront of cars.
And I've been trying to stay clean of every drug for 2 weeks, remembering that I have a life in the making that I must focus on.
Yep that does sound like a pretty damn stressful situation mate. Just try to take one thing at a time. Don't let your mind get carried away trying to solve everything at once, because that's when you start to feel overwhelmed. Deal with your exams one by one, then once they're finished, think about the party this weekend. Good luck!


DexterMeth said:
It's no longer stimulating your brain because you're evolving. You're smart and strong, yet humble. Don't let it go to waste now.
You really make me smile, you know that?
Have a good one.
Thank you Dex, you're lovely :) <3


Today I am feeling quietly industrious :)
 
fantastic!!

just mowed our huge lawns (well, most of it!) and feel greeeat :)
it was way over due for a cut.. and seeing as i am the only man in the house, i have to sometimes take one for the team.
now..
to chop some tastier grass :!
 
^^ Duuude this is not good to hear at all :( What's up? PM me?? <3


tripnotyzm, I love that accomplished feeling after some good solid house/yard work!!


Dex, sanity is indeed a wonderful thing :)
 
I feel like a mother fucking loser and i'm fucking sick of it. I can't win. I can try, but it's like i'm wired to fall apart. Case in part, a video game. I set the fucking sliders down so I could win and guess what, I lost to a team that was worse than me.

This is the analogy of my pitiful life.
 
-tearful-
just one of those nights... lots of stress with a 1000 mile move no matter how simple you try to make it and there's diff stuff to adapt to, etc, etc.
but there's so many amazing things coming up, ocean is 200 ft from my front door, great live music nearby all summer, everything i hoped and worked for finally coming to fruition...

don't understand why now and i feel so guilty being full of tears *sigh*
-iz
 
Optomistic

At last I have found a new job, I'm now on what we call "garden leave" not sure they use the same phrase in the States, it means I'm not allowed in the office but they have to keep paying me. I've wanted to leave for a long time but being really messed about by a couple of other companies a while back contributed to my breakdown.

This job came looking for me just as I felt the time was right to start looking again so I'm hoping for a fresh start, also a Tai Chi teacher I made contact with an met some months ago has contacted me and will be starting classes in a couple of weeks (he had some personal problems he was in the middle of) He is a really good guy and invited me to his house when I explained my anxiety and depression issues and I felt so at ease with him.

I've also just been signed off my CBT given my scores are so low and I have tools now that will help me move forward, again the councellor was such a good man.

I'm more than optimistic, more importantly I feel grateful for the goodness that now seems to be spreading into my life and need to make sure I keep it that way.

Best Wishes to all, keep looking for the light and once you spot that tiny glimmer get moving towards at your own pace, its all about the journey <3<3
 
Sad.

Haven't talked to my daughter since New Year's Eve.

Just now went from sad to crying.
 
exhausted: been busy these past days with work and lack of sleep.... Also had to deal with personal issues and its just been so hectic. I'm happy I can just lay in bed now knowing I don't have to do anything tomorrow. Finally.
 
Stressed

Getting off opiates has been going well, but it's not like shit just magically gets better. Plus all the "real life" shit - school, work, cleaning the car/house, exercising, eating right, etc. gets shoved to the side when I'm using hard or WDing. So now I feel rushed and pressured to get shit back on track.
 
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