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How are you in one word? v. 2012

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^peace and love^
hey trees, I know how you feel.
I wish I could help you.
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fakeplastictrees4 said:
the confidence is what gets me, for once I can look into peoples eyes when I talk to them
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To be sure I understand what you mean... are you saying that the amphetamines give you the confidence to make eye contact?

What happens if you are not wired? Where do you look when you talk to people?

<3
 
ugly said:
To be sure I understand what you mean... are you saying that the amphetamines give you the confidence to make eye contact?

What happens if you are not wired? Where do you look when you talk to people?

<3
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Yes, taking dexedrine, vyvanse, ect. makes me very confident, social, I'm not stressing about how I assume people don't like me, or that im too quiet, off putting. I worry about not being able to talk to someone, which is very counterproductive.

When im not high I generally avoid eye contact and look down.
 
Puzzled.

Just did my taxes, and whenever I do that I always wonder: I made that much? Where the flying fuck did it all go?
 
fakeplastictrees4 said:
Yes, taking dexedrine, vyvanse, ect. makes me very confident, social, I'm not stressing about how I assume people don't like me, or that im too quiet, off putting. I worry about not being able to talk to someone, which is very counterproductive.

When im not high I generally avoid eye contact and look down.
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It seems like the amphets are a good chem for you at the moment, trees. I mean, it helps you live a normal life and stay productive. It might not be the ideal solution, but you can create an ideal solution for yourself, implement it, and wean yourself of the amphetamines if you don't like them and don't want to take them.

There are a variety of ways to strengthen your self esteem, lessen your insecurities, and help you do eye contact. These are often time consuming and challenging ways to change behavior. Pills are easy and quick. Real change is difficult and slow. Which do you feel you can live with?
 
sick... still sick... i think i got trolled by my flu. had a fever for 3 days this morning was gone now its back... Y u no go away fever?
 
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