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How are you in one word? v. 2012

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Better.

I really need to plan my meals for the week-- improvisational cooking just isn't hacking it right now. Proper food = proper headspace.
 
^^went on a date last week and the girl ended up bringing me back to her place for dinner =D she doesn't eat any wheat products, so we made a pizza using cauliflower and almond flower instead of cereal/wheat flower for the dough. SO good!!!
 
Over it
I know its two words beat me with a modstick if you must.
Tried going out today, was just a headfuck and i ended up saying right its time i gitta gtfo of here... Not a good time for me to be out and about, will try for a swim today but im stil abit achey and tired, mot thinkin straight all that kinda stuff.
 
down
Not depressed, not sad, not altogether miserable, but just really......meh :|
My friends are trying to convince me to go out to this awesome party in the city tonight, and I REALLY want to go, but I just can't be bothered....and that makes me feel really shitty, like I'm gonna be missing out on all the fun :(
 
You might need a night in; fun is fun, but some things are more important than fun.
 
n3o <3<3 It always sucks to hear when ur down, coz ur such a wonderfull person:)
atm: I'm Sedated ive had my meds for the day, lots of e-smke and three pipes, again no alchohol today though which is the focus right now.
 
Sounds tasty!

ATM: Awestruck. We're at the time of year, at my latitude, where the sun rises at just the right time to be seen at a slightly-early but still comfortable (for me at least) waking hour. And this one is a doozy! Thin clouds near the horizon spread the pink and orange across a good chunk of that half of the sky, with a series of older, spread-out contrails leading in that direction, giving it a nearly flower-like appearance. The sun is just cresting now, and I'm struck, as always, by the immensity of the world, and how tiny our own works are in comparison.

Today is going to be a good day.
 
Dave said:
Sounds tasty!

ATM: ..... the sun rises at just the right time to be seen at a slightly-early but still comfortable waking hour. Thin clouds near the horizon spread the pink and orange across a good chunk of that half of the sky, with a series of older, spread-out contrails leading in that direction, giving it a nearly flower-like appearance. The sun is just cresting now, and I'm struck, as always, by the immensity of the world, and how tiny our own works are in comparison.

Today is going to be a good day.
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I take note of those times, every day that I can. Awesome as it is; every day still stays the same. but once night comes, all is different.
 
Sorry to hear that ^ Try to find something new to do to change up your routine, I know that always helps me :D

Better. Emotional night last night but I'm better.
 
Ambivalent.

I dont know. It's been a rough week emotionally and physically. My job is stripping from me my verve for life; additionally, as a direct result of the job, I've been to the ER twice and to three doctor's appointments in the past two weeks. I could be awake right now, as I am, or I could just as well be fast asleep, and I feel that either way I wouldn't have a preference.

When I get this way, if I take a moment, I invariably find I'm dwelling too deeply in the past (which I can't change) or ruminating too deeply in the future (which hasn't occurred yet). Being present is the most strangely daunting thing I've ever tried to be, but it certainly helps to be aware of the fact that I struggle with it. Otherwise, I just won't know what is going on.

Wishing all of you well...

~ vaya
 
My brother is currently feeling the same way about the job he has. He used to be really excited about it because it was a much better pay than the job before, he had more hours, and he's able to perfectly afford gas along with the other things he wants to buy. However there's this manager with a personal vendetta against him which has made him absolutely hate his job, when before he used to rather enjoy the place he worked. I totally sympathize there man, but the only advice I can give you is work sucks but you need to money :) Just hang in there, you're in my thoughts
 
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