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How are you in one word? v. 2012

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^ I hate that feeling. It will pass. Just stay strong. It is really hard when you feel as if it's not worth it. It just beats the alternative. Death and time all ends. We are only here for a short time. Why rush it? Experience it. Try and learn something to help change anything you can, and remember the difference when its not in your power. Try and forgive yourself, and move forward. Self destruction, they are all phases of of not forgiving yourself. Actually being or feeling broken. These are many reasons we feel defeated and that you are sick of your feelings, but feelings is all we have, besides memories. There is the then and now. You can change and effect now, the then is over. It is a hard fact that I still haven't mastered. You just keep living, as easy as it would be to just to breath with me. If it is to hard to wrap your head around then. Pause, step back, take a breath and say okay. I am ok, and this to shall pass. Try and accept whats happened that is making you feel sick. Sometimes it is so hard to except anything that has been really tragic and are still being tragic that we can not except it. If we except it then it is truley over, and a part of us die. So sometimes feelings is all we have. Your experiences are your own, but our stories are similar. We lost something that meant the world to us, and the ending is the same. It is a cruel fact that some of us have to deal with, but thats why we have each other. To truly help the ones reliving and that have lived the tragedy's out there in the world have support. It is mind boggling to hear some things about others lives that are just breath taking moments that you hope never happens to you. Then you hear stories of people that have lived with the same tragic things as you, and you see that in either case, we both lost out, and it gets to me sometimes too. So maybe when we feel like our feelings are just to much or we are sick of them. Maybe thats when need to turn to someone or some higher power or whatever you feel an emptiness for to help you know that its okay to be sick, just don't give up. Being sick of it just means you are a sensitive person that cares but is sick of caring, and so I hope you feel better soon. <3
 
I am so glad you're feeling good snowboarder, you are such a nice, kind and supportive person and you deserve to feel good hun. Wll speak to you on chat later, as it shouldn't be as hectic tonight, although the wee man is still manic as he is having a birthday party with his Daddy tomorrow, and we still have cake. The mere mention of the word starts a full blown squealing fit hehe.

Today i am feeling CONTENT and thankful for all of my family and friends both old and new.

Love, healing and hope to all you people who aren't feeling great, my moods are very erratic lately but at e minute i'm feeling good even though my pain is high today (we are due heavy snow tonight so the weather is torturing me as per usual lol) <3



QUOTE=snowboarder7791;10278774]Amazing...Been feeling amazing for the past 3 weeks.. last week i have had off.( paid too woot!)I needed it... over the weekend ,went up to see my best friend, we went on a snowmobiling trip, hung out with my friends.... Came to some realization with certain subject matters that have haunted me. Been working out, eating healthier , actaully enjoying music again . Going to see children of bodem next friday with my friend. Talking with doomed2pain(hope things will be better for ya hun). havent had these good feelings this long for a long time.. FUCK YOU DEPRESSION...glad you are gone... i think avicii- "levels" sums up my life right now[/QUOTE]
 
Aw hun thankyou, you inspire me too, you are full of some of the best advice and knowledge i have ever heard and your kindness fills me with joy and hope for the human race, as i had seriously lost my faith in people last year, so for that i am truly thankful <3
 
^^^ I hope tomorrow is better for ya Dave:\
I'm always mixed up, now im inbetween kinda Down but alsoFed up im gonna get out of this house today. Stupid tradesperson shoulda been here half an hour ago to fix a fucking tile, meanwhile id just like to take my daughter out to a birthday lunch:|
 
Glad you're feeling better Dave <3


I am sad, so so sad :( For a friend whose father passed away yesterday :( RIP <3
 
Oh no, i am so sorry to hear that. I hope your friend is holding up, and also know you'll look after them you lovely lady <3

I am hyper and creative today, so i should get plenty of music and artwork produced :D
 
n3o-- me too. My heart goes out to her, and I wish that there was some way that I could help.

ATM: bleh.
 
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n3o-- me too. My heart goes out to her, and I wish that there was some way that I could help.

ATM: bleh.
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Absolutely, Dave and n3o - loss never gets any easier, no matter how much time passes. Grief is the acute portion of the process of bereavement. My heart is there with our friend as they go through this process. <3

ATM: also bleh with a side of overwhelmed. Coming up on one of the most busy times of my life, and instead of being the life of either of the two parties to which I was invited, I went to one for a short while and my friend (who said he understood) totally sold me out to stay at the bar when I told him I wasn't feeling sociable. Fuck.That.
 
^ Sorry to hear that Mariposa. People can be so inconsiderate sometimes. Hope your feeling better today.

ATM: well rested. I am just enjoying my sunday.
 
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