Solemn
everything you waited so long for gets changed in an instant, so now you wait again, waiting for it to go back or for something new, only now instead of looking forward you can only see the past. </3
i know. i prayed and prayed for two years when i was locked up for things to be EXACTLY the way they turned out when i got out. Then i ruined it all. I constantly live in regret of the past and fear of the future.