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how are you in 1 word ?

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bigben202 said:
Solemn

everything you waited so long for gets changed in an instant, so now you wait again, waiting for it to go back or for something new, only now instead of looking forward you can only see the past. </3
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i know. i prayed and prayed for two years when i was locked up for things to be EXACTLY the way they turned out when i got out. Then i ruined it all. I constantly live in regret of the past and fear of the future.
 
KiwiQflyer said:
Full panic. Haven't felt this bad in at least 3 months...can't call anyone, no car to drive anywhere....just fucking terrible.
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i feel ya. i totally feel like a loser. i just turned 33, dont have shit to show for it. My credit is shot, no car, facing going back to prison, my son is growing up without me, as a mother its so hard. not supposed to be this way. Everyone looks at me as the fuck up who will never get it or learn. ok enough woe is me
 
panic in paradise said:
i am not an object - i can not sit here for another year like one - im ready to leave this shit

oh who the fuck gives an actual gives a damn


just a good fish bowl boy


:D
well, im drowning in it
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Swim Free.../Flap/Swim/Flap/...Swim! :)<3



SideOrderOfOpiates said:
. Although it is a frightening thought in many ways, it is predominantly magnificent beyond comprehension.
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AS you are my dear, the beauty of you/your world/truth being realized, keep in the pocket for future(always) reference!;)%)

Friends, true or not, am glad I need and have them. Thank krist for some degree of relatedness, try and spend it all but still have some.
Grateful.
 
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thouart: Fuck the man, man. There is no such thing as a positive experience with the 'justice' system, IME at least. Best of luck to you.

ATM: dull
 
^ Me too, they are annoying! :P

Drunk and happy and without a personal internet connection, although I have been searching for a decent mobile one, coverage and price is a hard balance to get.

Adjusting: got rejected from a course I was persuing but am so used to losing shit, am old and used to losing shit, age is underrated, I really dont care atm-good times.
 
Thanks hun ;), fck it! Will have to sort somethin out...
Yes, am an oldie but goodie! lol Your plagarising so much...lol ;)

Paranoid/maybe im not
 
Really confused.

I have no fucking idea what economics is, and the more I read about it, the less I understand. I hope the eco part on my exam is easy :S :S
 
anxious

unexpected bills, no money

If teenage me time traveled to today and took a look at present me, he would have a hard time aiming for my face with that big stick he'd have, for he'd be crying of laughter and shame too hard to see.
 
**hAyzzZZ** said:
Really confused.

I have no fucking idea what economics is, and the more I read about it, the less I understand. I hope the eco part on my exam is easy :S :S
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Yeah I find this stuff pretty hard to understand. When the economic system collapses we won't have to worry about these things :)
 
^ Yeah basically all these economic theories I have to read, are basically crap imo. Lol

I'm bored. Now i'm onto sustainability, it makes me realise how depressing this topic is.
 
I thought long and hard about that one word to describe myself but I'm having a really difficult time. I'm kinda a different person to each group of people I know.

To my family: Mysterious
to my co-workers: Anxious
to some friends: Self-destrcutive
to other friends: Awesome
to myself: Lost
 
ascending just got over a really low period in my life so there's nowhere else to go but up from here.
 
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