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STUFFED/utterly gut-bombed.

I just inhaled a plate of Eggs Benedict. It was delicious but I am beginning to regret this gluttony; tummy isn't happy with me. :(
 
SideOrderOfOpiates said:
^ Aw, problems with le boyfriend?
If that's the case, from what I have gathered, being 'over it' might be the best thing for you right now.
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yeah, its hard...relationships, men are yet another one of my addictions. i have codependency issues. fuck, i have alot of issues. :\ i know i should let go, but i just cant...things are okay with us right now. but tomorrow, who knows? im so used to the up, down, up, down...its become normal to me. in a way, i know i like the chaos, the craziness, cause its never boring. its something i know i need to work on and really, get some therapy for.


at the moment, i do actually feel happy. :)

almost a whole month clean. i like being sober right now. i never thought i would ever say that. but there's nothing about my old life that i want ever again. i dont miss it. i know im feeling the 'pink cloud' of sobriety right now...i just hope i can keep this up.
 
Go for a run. I find that the exertion gives the mind something to focus on so that it doesn't keep rolling around over itself. You'll still be thinking a lot, but it won't necessarily be as annoying. Plus I've found that I've had some of my best insights once I'm about 6K into a good run; once the glygogen is all gone and the body is starting to think about having to burn fat, for some reason a lot of the background noise cuts out and some very productive (or fun) thinking can take place. IME at least, ymmv of course.

ATM: Chill. Got a cup of coffee in me, and am planning out my day. Will probably include croquet and silly hats at one point in honour of the Rapture.
 
Dave9664133 said:
Go for a run. I find that the exertion gives the mind something to focus on so that it doesn't keep rolling around over itself. You'll still be thinking a lot, but it won't necessarily be as annoying. Plus I've found that I've had some of my best insights once I'm about 6K into a good run; once the glygogen is all gone and the body is starting to think about having to burn fat, for some reason a lot of the background noise cuts out and some very productive (or fun) thinking can take place. IME at least, ymmv of course.
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that is a good idea. i know i need to start exercising again. id like to get back into the routine of working out. its just hard to start up again. once i start feeling better [not sick] im gonna start walking/running. its helped me big time in the past. now that im almost a month clean, i think its time...


right now im: hurting.

OUCH. blegh. i hate being a girl sometimes :\8)
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