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how are you in 1 word ?

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sad: i fell asleep and my roommates went to the party without me. :( on the positive side, I was feeling a little bit guilty about drinking rather than being 100% sobre, so I guess tonight will be another straight night for me.
 
creepin on tha come up of mania , ugh , all last night - now I am desperately looking for a few hours - i have to be at the race track @ 6:30am LOL!!! AHH TEENAGE AWARE RACING DAY, I'm the worst role model ever argggh...

accepting
 
^Total acceptance can make is immune to any situation or difficulty. I'm sure you're going through a lot right now man but keep it up and keep accepting yourself and your situation as much as possible. Acknowledge -> Accept -> Change (if desired)
 
thx bro - I will simply do what the situation requires / variable being my own physical rest. I feel like I'll crash prolly around noon tomorrow. But the drive is till 4:30 !!! But the peace I've found away from heroin, accepting life - very freeing.
 
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Currently feeling: moderately (and unrelentingly) hedonistic!
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I am in a pleasant mood and have chosen to attempt to keep the past where it belongs—the past! I am also playing bartender to myself, and having not a single regret in regards to it. I happen to make a stiff, delicious...(don't hold your breath) appletini! Haha! No qualms about what I feel makes me happy and does not become problematic.
 
Haha! Honestly man, I'm working on that one! I tend to be a bit of an asshole when I go over to someone's home and they ask me what I want to drink; I always go for something that requires 50 different beverages. You only live once though, right?

PS. If alcohol makes you feel as though you are 'dying' rather than 'living', I do not condone it the least bit.
 
wonderment

I'm not even high. :) Watching those science shows on tlc always makes me feel small and full of wonder. I like it. Everyone should feel small sometime.
 
SideOrderOfOpiates said:
Haha! Honestly man, I'm working on that one! I tend to be a bit of an asshole when I go over to someone's home and they ask me what I want to drink; I always go for something that requires 50 different beverages. You only live once though, right?

PS. If alcohol makes you feel as though you are 'dying' rather than 'living', I do not condone it the least bit.
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id say that applies to all drugs lol. =D
 
Furious. Today I found out that my mother most likely has cancer. It's not a complete certainty, so I'm trying to keep that in the forefront of my mind.

I'm trying to find the words to vent. Utilizing language to express emotion is something that's always come to me naturally. It's moment's like this that I'm reminded of how truly weak my grasp on emotion is. I'm done attempting to "explore the soul". The more I learn, the less I understand.
 
" The more I learn, the less I understand. "

i say this with caution and respect...


sometimes the less we understand, the more we have to accept.

i have experienced and seen this build upon the soul; with out even realizing until later - when its least expected - seeking to me, is an awful lost thought.
this never needs words only.


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kldfajskl;jklfla;djfkl;ajfkla;jdaj;ldflak: haven't gotten any sleep and I'm going to a huge ass rave tonight. I am so out of my mind.
 
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