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Woke up this morning after 1,5 hours of sleep shivering and being not able to hold one foot still for a second. now i'm somewhat better but still not good
 
n3ophy7e said:
^^ Nice work man! I love your quote =D
I'm doing something similar this semester. My degree is Science with a Psych major, but I'm doing Vocal Studies (i.e singing) and German this semester, both Arts subjects :D
How was the test?


Me: comfortable, both physically and mentally.
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It's hard to say really. Answered three essay questions and was pretty vague. Well see. I got an A-/B+ on my final paper though, which I banged out in about five hours. =D
 
Exhausted, but excited. Looking forward to returning to a more stable schedule in a few days.
 
Terrified. I've been isolated for so long now, I'm afraid of my own friends and family; hell I'm afraid of myself. Yesterday I sold the last thing I owned which had any real value (my car). In four days I'll be in a hostel in London, and I'll be all over Europe for two months. There's no turning back now, but I just feel like I'm in way over my head with this trip. I'm a drug addict with no social skills to speak of (not to mention anger issues), and I don't know if I can handle sleeping in dorms with 14 strangers. This trip is either gonna be a time of personal growth or a fucking disaster.
 
beat tired but fresh air without opiates is real - i'll miss a night of sleep to have a genuine spring morning smell, been 9 years, I enjoyed it.

learning
 
FUCKED-SIDEWAYS
Just had to drop $600 on my fucking car, fuel regulator and shit.....UNEXPECTED....I have a fucking savings account, but its meant for other things.....not this shit. I"m not taking a fucking day off work for a couple weeks, I can't afford this shit.
 
stoned - i havent smoked cannabis for many months, and i hardly smoke it. but its friday and im having an attempt at a quiet weekend instead of a crazy long alcohol and meph filled sesh, so cannabis will keep me nice and chilled with no madness. im having strange body sensations and feel high as fuck. i had almost forgotten what this felt like
 
^^ Sorry to hear it, PA. I hope things turn around for you today / this weekend.

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Good! :D You and me both. Gotta make every spare minute count! Err, umm ya. :\ But yep, I hate when I reread my posts and they sound so cheesy.

sick

Have had a nasty sore throat now for about 36 hours. Had to call off from work yesterday and then missed going in today for double-the-pay hours. Ahhh, could have used that money too. Anyway, probably going to hook myself up with some soup and tea and do the whole nerdy thing with the books and all. Just bought a bunch of new office supply stuff too, and my nose is too stuffed to smell it (I like the smell of brand new pencils, notebook paper, etc...is that weird?).
 
^ know loads of people who like that scent, not 'weird' at all IMO! Personally I still adore the scent of petrol and wet foliage after a sunny day, really is uplifting.


LoveHateLove said:
Terrified. I've been isolated for so long now, I'm afraid of my own friends and family; hell I'm afraid of myself. Yesterday I sold the last thing I owned which had any real value (my car). In four days I'll be in a hostel in London, and I'll be all over Europe for two months. There's no turning back now, but I just feel like I'm in way over my head with this trip. I'm a drug addict with no social skills to speak of (not to mention anger issues), and I don't know if I can handle sleeping in dorms with 14 strangers. This trip is either gonna be a time of personal growth or a fucking disaster.
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Sometimes these sink/swim situations are the best times to learn to adapt...Best of luck with it, look after yourself and have fun! ;)

ATM: Going with the current...Long drive ahead and will need some loud music to keep me awake!
 
Lonely, only girl I've clicked with in two years moved to cali today.
I never ever ever do drugs to "run From my problems" but I feel like that's what I'll be doing this weekend. She moved with her best friend and her bestfriends bf. She keeps telling me she wants to stay, wtf? We never dated but would if she stayed here. Fuckin Christ, this is a down ass girl to
 
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