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gettingbacktonature
It is an impeccible winter's day here in Sydney, the weather is so beautiful I wish you could all see it!
I really need to get out of this house and out of the self-destructive loops in my brain, so I'm driving up to the Mountains to go bushwalking :)
 
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gettingbacktonature
It is an impeccible winter's day here in Sydney, the weather is so beautiful I wish you could all see it!
I really need to get out of this house and out of the self-destructive loops in my brain, so I'm driving up to the Mountains to go bushwalking :)
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my favorite thing to do! make your own trail and find a nice secluded spot to watch the sunset!

me: sick.

hopefully a nasty headcold which will pass, but it's ruined me and I feel nothingness..hopefully I'll be good enough tomorrow for some dnb therapy
 
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Things at home are...everyones depressed and not talking wtf? Yesterday my Mother was Hysterial-nothing I did changed her state; I cant manage it...so much stuff hidden at the mo, so many things wrong-is it there marriage?... why the hell do they put on this stupid facade. I hate it. All this shit is confusing and brings back bad memories, that I cant shake off. :(
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Asclepius, sending positive vibes your way! My house is like that on a daily basis, so I certainly know the intensity of how it feels to be in the midst of such chaos, destruction, and more than evident 'hidden' deceit. From what I have gathered, my mother seems to be a bit like yours as far as the hysterics/incapabilities to reason are concerned. Unfortunately, mine is bipolar (among other things), and I have grown accustomed to her antics. I have learned that as hard is at is to detach from the ones you love, there are certain times in which a human being must not get too involved—for their own good. I know it's difficult to shake off, but do your best to occupy your mind and body with more positive distractions. Analyzing someone elses hysterical behaviour is not a route you should go down. Sure, it is only human nature to wonder what the hell is going on with your family, but IMHO, keeping a bit of a healthy distance will keep you from getting as affected by whatever it is seems to be causing such a fuss.
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haven't left the house since yesterday and don't see the fucking point
i know ive fallen into a depressive state, but idk how to get out of it. everything that once got me excited or happy is empty
 
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Crap. I tried to hang out with friends and barely found the energy to do that. Harder and harder to keep this up everyday.
 
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