Ds
Bluelight Crew
pissd
Worded beautifully.
You jus sent me on a lil walk dwn memory lane.
I miss Long Beach.

i'm not really sure if anyone is fucking with me though, not purposefully anyway. i want the ability to just not care and go on, but i'm too sensitive and dwell on/over analyze things.
Just remember to keep concentrating on yourself-if people want to be assholes let them... irregardless, you have to make sure your okay, Spork is more important than any threats-real or perceived.
There is a lot to comment on on this page but my word is why I won't at this moment.
EXHAUSTED.

hospitalized![]()

Nervous
off to see another specialist. hope they dont find anything new wrong with me.

Dissilusioned/ lost.
(i also feel unwelcome in AUS DD cant even relate to people in my own country)![]()

Me: really nervous![]()
Asc- nah not really. got admitted last night. rapid weight loss, difficulty eating, bad tummy pain only much worse than usual, and dropped close to 20lbs in about 5wks.
CT scan and xray didn't show anything like gallstones or inflamed liver/pancreas..... so now its off to be scoped and poked more.

Asc- nah not really. got admitted last night. rapid weight loss, difficulty eating, bad tummy pain only much worse than usual, and dropped close to 20lbs in about 5wks.
CT scan and xray didn't show anything like gallstones or inflamed liver/pancreas..... so now its off to be scoped and poked more.


Me: really nervous![]()

These type of situation's are too familiar here also hun.Just remember to keep concentrating on yourself-if people want to be assholes let them... irregardless, you have to make sure your okay, Spork is more important than any threats-real or perceived.
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it's always good to know that i'm not alone in how i'm feeling. i've been okay with keeping most of my other issues in check but this tied in with my social anxiety seem to be pretty stubborn for me.
goes out to everyone having a rough time right now.....