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How are you, in 1 word? v. 2011.2

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^ who has wronged you?

pain.. either slept wrong or slipped a rib again but it hurts so much to breathe. wanted to do so much today but can barely move
 
disappointed in others for letting me down constantly and in myself for not learning and always being put in the same position of being let down. i like to give people the benefit of the doubt and think they mean well and are just ignorant and don't realize that they've hurt me, but i'm starting to think it might be better to just become cynical and trust no one.
 
spork said:
disappointed in others for letting me down constantly and in myself for not learning and always being put in the same position of being let down. i like to give people the benefit of the doubt and think they mean well and are just ignorant and don't realize that they've hurt me, but i'm starting to think it might be better to just become cynical and trust no one.
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fucking assholes. You're such an amazing person, I hate hearing that you are being fucked with.

You don't deserve such bullshit. FWIW, there's a weird bald dude I know that thinks you are simply amazing <3
 
^be kind to yourself. <3

OverDone said:
fucking assholes. You're such an amazing person, I hate hearing that you are being fucked with.

You don't deserve such bullshit. FWIW, there's a weird bald dude I know that thinks you are simply amazing <3
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thanks <3

i'm not really sure if anyone is fucking with me though, not purposefully anyway. i want the ability to just not care and go on, but i'm too sensitive and dwell on/over analyze things.
 
I am fucking productive.
I just finished converting a pair of old cowboy boots into lace-ups.
Worked alot better n easier than i thought.
What the hell should i do now??
 
^ Long time no see! :)

ATM: Irritable. I think that I've prematurely become a grumpy old crank. This summer has been... puzzling.
 
^ +1 as to exhausted. I have to hit the ground running tomorrow at 7 AM and I just can't be bothered to think about it. I'll be coffeeing-it up for sure.

My other word : reminiscent. This past week has been among the most pivotal of my life for a lot of reasons. My major project is no longer a thorn in my side, but an asset on which I must build for myself and others. I still want to be back on the beach, walking in really cold tide pools, picking up ideas along with shells and rocks in the Pacific, so that I may return to my soul's center - a place where I like to be after all. :)

I gathered a large, perfectly shaped stone while I was on the beach. I'm using it as a paperweight. It should make Monday morning a bit less awful; I hope.
 
Mariposa said:
My other word : reminiscent. This past week has been among the most pivotal of my life for a lot of reasons. My major project is no longer a thorn in my side, but an asset on which I must build for myself and others. I still want to be back on the beach, walking in really cold tide pools, picking up ideas along with shells and rocks in the Pacific, so that I may return to my soul's center - a place where I like to be after all. :)
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Worded beautifully.
You jus sent me on a lil walk dwn memory lane.
I miss Long Beach.

I am OUT!
Guten nacht.
 
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