nancy145
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- Dec 25, 2014
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i just got an SSRI prescribed to me that i really wanna try because im hopeful it might help with my depression and anxiety, but it's been about a week since i started it and it's making me feel miserable. I've heard it can make you really depressed for the first month till it starts working so I'm like going total junkie for a month till it starts working and i can be happy while sober. if i do morphine, about how addicted will i probably be after a month? i'll be injecting it, and i'm getting it from my friend who can take just enough from his mom so she doesn't notice. i don't belive she's an addict, so it shouldn't be that much, i'll maybe get to shoot up once, twice a week. I've never been an addict to anything except ciggerets, and the longest ive been hooked on them was just a few months, so i don't really know how easily i get addicted to things.i was able to just straight up quit them, and it was mainly because i didn't wanna spend money on cigs so its not like i needed to quit or anything, but again, it's just cigs, not morphine. opiods are my absolute favorite type of drugs too, so that probably increases my chance of addiction. will i be an addict by the time the SSRIs stop making me depressed? will i be able to just straight up cold turkey quit? will i have to slowly ween off of it? go to rehab? not have the willpower to get off of it and just become a hard addict? i know all these questions vary from person to person, but try and answer it the best you can. I'm also not looking for recommendations on weather or not i should do it, I'm just asking what'll happen if i do. thanks