pharmaecopia
Bluelighter
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- Jun 12, 2009
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I would just like to share my experience of the most horrible detox ever. I had been doing heroin percs, vics oxys, any opiates really for about 2 years straight non stop, and I had been doing kpins xanax and valium in large amounts, im talking 2-3 mg of kpins ans 2-3 mgs of xanax a day with the occasional 20 mg kpin or valium binge, I mean I was saturated in opiates and benzos and my worst fear was having to detox from them... then one day I got caught stealing something and got sent to county jail, where they did not give me my benzos and obviously no opiates... this is what happened to me
day 1: Feeling a little shitty, nothing to bad, locked in medical for observation.
day 2: the diarrhea comes in full force, I was pissed out my ass 4-5 times and became unable to eat any food at all
day 3: the smell of food was disgusting, still diarrhea every 3 hours or so, so bad that I shit my pants, then while laying in bed unable to sleep at 2 am i began projectial puking all over my cell, I puked and puked until I was puking up brown stomach bile which ate away at my gums it was so acidic
day 4: Severe puking, Severe diarrhea, Hearing voices, Delusional, Hallucinating horrible things, could not eat, had lost 10 pounds, was placed under close medical watch.
day 5-7: Could not hold down any thing, not even a sip of water, I would puke up anything i tried to swallow, followed by stomach bile, still delusional, thought there were dead people in the walls that were talking to me, at this point I had lost 15 pounds, I was down to 121 pounds and they were considering transferring me to a hospital if I lost any more weight
day 8: I could finally hold down water, and some jello, I was no longer delusional, my sanity was returning.
day 9-14: Severe full body twitches, every 40 seconds or so my entire body would jerk, all i could do is lay in my bunk and twitch all day because the twitches would interrupt my speech, or i would drop things if I tried to carry them (like my lunch tray) I had to have someone deliver my meals.
day 40: I was up to 160 pounds, had anxiety still from the benzo withdrawl.
Lesson: Never become that dependent on drugs like opiates or benzos, use them in moderation or you will eventually go through hell. HELL, I MEAN HELL MAN LISTEN TO ME.
day 1: Feeling a little shitty, nothing to bad, locked in medical for observation.
day 2: the diarrhea comes in full force, I was pissed out my ass 4-5 times and became unable to eat any food at all
day 3: the smell of food was disgusting, still diarrhea every 3 hours or so, so bad that I shit my pants, then while laying in bed unable to sleep at 2 am i began projectial puking all over my cell, I puked and puked until I was puking up brown stomach bile which ate away at my gums it was so acidic
day 4: Severe puking, Severe diarrhea, Hearing voices, Delusional, Hallucinating horrible things, could not eat, had lost 10 pounds, was placed under close medical watch.
day 5-7: Could not hold down any thing, not even a sip of water, I would puke up anything i tried to swallow, followed by stomach bile, still delusional, thought there were dead people in the walls that were talking to me, at this point I had lost 15 pounds, I was down to 121 pounds and they were considering transferring me to a hospital if I lost any more weight
day 8: I could finally hold down water, and some jello, I was no longer delusional, my sanity was returning.
day 9-14: Severe full body twitches, every 40 seconds or so my entire body would jerk, all i could do is lay in my bunk and twitch all day because the twitches would interrupt my speech, or i would drop things if I tried to carry them (like my lunch tray) I had to have someone deliver my meals.
day 40: I was up to 160 pounds, had anxiety still from the benzo withdrawl.
Lesson: Never become that dependent on drugs like opiates or benzos, use them in moderation or you will eventually go through hell. HELL, I MEAN HELL MAN LISTEN TO ME.
