soulless_curiousity
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 30, 2025
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- 83
Honest to fuck I have no idea when I go high. I don't respond much to cannabis, despite having few experiences with it. So I have to take a lot, in combo with a little bit of alcohol for it to work.
And tonight it seemed like it was gonna do nothing. I looked in the mirror and thought "I look high. I definitely don't feel high. I'm gonna go to bed.
But I got hungry so I ate. And then I played minecraft fishing game.
And I got heard noise from the hall. I was scared really bad.
And then it hit me that I am actually intoxicated.
So I laid down in bed and waited.
Then. Suddenly. I can hear music that might be in my own head. Or from cars outside. Or from a fan.
And colours from my phone screen are pulsing, somehow.
And the song changes three beats in. While my limbs remember to twitch. There's regret here. But I don't remember what it means.
The music is everything. There is no music.
And tonight it seemed like it was gonna do nothing. I looked in the mirror and thought "I look high. I definitely don't feel high. I'm gonna go to bed.
But I got hungry so I ate. And then I played minecraft fishing game.
And I got heard noise from the hall. I was scared really bad.
And then it hit me that I am actually intoxicated.
So I laid down in bed and waited.
Then. Suddenly. I can hear music that might be in my own head. Or from cars outside. Or from a fan.
And colours from my phone screen are pulsing, somehow.
And the song changes three beats in. While my limbs remember to twitch. There's regret here. But I don't remember what it means.
The music is everything. There is no music.
