Raz
Bluelighter
I came home after a long time at sea,
and I found there's water here as much as there is anywhere.
The sea meets the shores here, I just never noticed it before. And I have found that everyone had dreams that grew without me in them. Nobody needed me to live while I was gone.
How do I adjust to that? How do I find myself in your life when you've found your life without me in it? Is there space for me to fit, or do I take those tired old fantasies and cork them in a bottle? Maybe set adrift they'll find someone that needs them more on the other side of the ocean. Maybe they'll lead me back to where I birthed them, maybe that's where I should have stayed.
This is where I was meant to find my indentation in your pillow, but all I can smell is saltwater on the air.
There's water here as much as there is anywhere..
and I found there's water here as much as there is anywhere.
The sea meets the shores here, I just never noticed it before. And I have found that everyone had dreams that grew without me in them. Nobody needed me to live while I was gone.
How do I adjust to that? How do I find myself in your life when you've found your life without me in it? Is there space for me to fit, or do I take those tired old fantasies and cork them in a bottle? Maybe set adrift they'll find someone that needs them more on the other side of the ocean. Maybe they'll lead me back to where I birthed them, maybe that's where I should have stayed.
This is where I was meant to find my indentation in your pillow, but all I can smell is saltwater on the air.
There's water here as much as there is anywhere..
