I live in beautiful place with snow covered maintains picks everywhere, clean air, water, natural food. what else ... no driving, no rush, not so much ofconsumerism ... a lots of time to think.
some times ago, I was fascinated by Buddhism and how they see the things from very simple calming prospective, but fail to adopt it with 4 computers in my office.
I'm changing my believes and points of view from time to time, when need arise. I’m interested in studying different things and look deep into myself. I'm interested to exploring culture of lying. Many people, some very intellectual ones got entrapped into lies created by others. it can happens in many layers, some kind of box of lie then inside of this box another one, and another one. fucking pretty impossible to get out, unless you been hurt very badly .. run away and forget the way back.
recently, I smoked some very good hash and watched once again Inception, then I got it in the whole new angle, that is about entrapment of our loved ones in our lies. we lie to ourselves about who we are, we make other to believe in it and that is our bond, connection with our self, with family and with society ... well African Bedouins never lie.
I read recently fabulous book - Handbook for the therapeutic Use of LSD-23 by D.B. Blewett 1959, he wrote: Paradoxically the ability to abandon the established self-concept increases with self-acceptance and decreases with diminished self-regard. in adaptation to lie concept it may be that more you lie, less self-regard you will have and no way you may want to abandon your established self-concept.
Oh I forget to tell you my real name
My name is Samu - el
and I see ya all in hell
some times ago, I was fascinated by Buddhism and how they see the things from very simple calming prospective, but fail to adopt it with 4 computers in my office.
I'm changing my believes and points of view from time to time, when need arise. I’m interested in studying different things and look deep into myself. I'm interested to exploring culture of lying. Many people, some very intellectual ones got entrapped into lies created by others. it can happens in many layers, some kind of box of lie then inside of this box another one, and another one. fucking pretty impossible to get out, unless you been hurt very badly .. run away and forget the way back.
recently, I smoked some very good hash and watched once again Inception, then I got it in the whole new angle, that is about entrapment of our loved ones in our lies. we lie to ourselves about who we are, we make other to believe in it and that is our bond, connection with our self, with family and with society ... well African Bedouins never lie.
I read recently fabulous book - Handbook for the therapeutic Use of LSD-23 by D.B. Blewett 1959, he wrote: Paradoxically the ability to abandon the established self-concept increases with self-acceptance and decreases with diminished self-regard. in adaptation to lie concept it may be that more you lie, less self-regard you will have and no way you may want to abandon your established self-concept.
Oh I forget to tell you my real name
My name is Samu - el
and I see ya all in hell
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