Hitting on my hands.

[LivingOnValium]

to narukotun: I also abuse my meds so i'm not in a postion to critisize you about the same hobby I have.

 

[MDPVagrant]

Well i sure as hell didn't write any of the gibberish above.
I'm not a native english speaker but I can certainly do better than that. Infact I lived for 4 years in england and during that time i undergraduated from an university. I got BSc (Hon's) in chemistry.

That's just some hatred from a mod (or not, why should i care)
towards me.

What do you mean "or not" -- if that was a mod, whoever it was deserves to be banned for childish behavior intended to try & make you look bad. That sort of thing is against the rules here, i.e. stuff that is disrespectful. If a moderator did it, they should at minimum lose their job as moderator IMO.

 

[LivingOnValium]

You failed to flame the OP for IV'ing and such, as is the unwritten rule here on BL.

What the fuck are you on about? Maybe you need a dopaminergic stimulant to compensate all the dope-amine receptors temporarily beeing shut down as a result of your binging.

It would be better to recover but if you can't think straight maybe an AD/HD-kind of stimulant would help you to stabilize your mood.

You may go through all the posts I've ever made and you will not find anything like this text, which is nothing else than a product of a TROLL.

i might sometimes make a minimal error in english grammar but as my previous posts prove i'm not a retard.

And I don't think a person who as result of a psychosis, which was a result of excess stimulant use, deleted all of his posts from ADD is in a position to critisize me. I still could delete the fucking post halfly made by me, halfly by someone else. But it wouldn't make me look good as it didn't do it to you either.

How can i fail to flame the OP about injecting drugs if i havent eaven tried it. As an IV drug user am i really in a position to do so? Instead i tried to spread awarness of micron filters, which minimaze the damage. Do you REALLY think flaming will stop someone from IVing? I juts can't believe I should give you a reasoning why it does not work, but don't worry it will not happen. I don't eaven dare think how many other commonly accepted everyday-life situations not proven to work (by years of experience) you refuse to understand.

As far as i have understood the right to have a well mannered and reasonable conversation about IV drug use, there's no limits concidering OD:

Edit: Whenever I make a claim I give source to it or a reasoning. If I can't do either I admit straightaway i have no proof to back it up. This can also be checked from my previous posts.

 

[MDPVagrant]

What the fuck are you on about? Maybe you need a dopaminergic stimulant to compensate all the dope-amine receptors temporarily beeing shut down as a result of your binging.

It would be better to recover but if you can't think straight maybe an AD/HD-kind of stimulant would help you to stabilize your mood.

You may go through all the posts I've ever made and you will not find anything like this text, which is nothing else than a product of a TROLL.

You say you know English well? Then why didn't you pick up on my sarcasm in the line you quoted above, instead of insulting me to death blindly. I WAS TRYING TO DEFEND YOU. You have shown your stupidity, and now I believe it probably was YOU who posted that half English/half-whatever post above instead of an op.

i might sometimes make a minimal error in english grammar but as my previous posts prove i'm not a retard.

Yes, you are... as you totally misinterpreted my post and began attacking me after I posted a message in your defense. Now, I'm going to report you. Bye.

 

[hfrs]

I hope you don't think to be smarter tham the average joea hoe coz you giot some profuvts that wiöö vlassifi

[Ot]
vrukorim_ misees baltiossa asusta´

OK, to me, this is not english, that last part after the Ot looks like another language. How is anyone supposed to have a clue about what you're doing when you write crap like that?

 

[hfrs]

Well i sure as hell didn't write any of the gibberish above.
I'm not a native english speaker but I can certainly do better than that. Infact I lived for 4 years in england and during that time i undergraduated from an university. I got BSc (Hon's) in chemistry.

That's just some hatred from a mod (or not, why should i care)
towards me.

This is just another example how far down the drain bluelight has gone since the old days.

At least then the mods and admins were a bit smarter than the majority of kids posting here. Now it's just (mostly) trolls who post here. And I am actually not so quit surprised that the moderating staff isn't anymore seasoned than an averidge greenlighter who will post a question about :" How can i get fucked up on imodium".

There's not much more future left for this forum.

Oh yeah, almost forgot to mention... I wasn't fucked up when i wrote the text(cause i had a normal day at work and needed to get some sleep), which didn't at the time have those add-ons which the writer didn't eaven bother to make such, that would make me appear stupid or something similar.

The "non-english" letter combinations don't mean anything in any language i know anything about.

This forum has gone so much downhill since the year 2000 , when used to write here stuff as "benzo-messiah".

If we edit a post it shows up just like if you do, with our name and the time it was done. Why on earth would any of the staff take the time to do something like this? Don't you think this sounds a little paranoid?

 

[Jamshyd]

^ Exactly.

Besides, mods have more important things to do than pranks like this. Are you sure you didn't write that while high then forgot about it?

If you ask me, I wouldn't say that big dicksizing equals knowledge and experience (since thats the impression I have of the "mods in the old days"). Sonic, Axl, hfrs, and lyserg are amongst the most mature people I know on BL.

Oh and before the conspiracy theories start, keep in mind that only OD mods can edit posts in OD, so don't go blaming all mods. That, and as I said, OD mods are amongst the most mature around here.

 

[LivingOnValium]

You say you know English well?

No! you but you assume me to think so. All i stated was my backround of using english as my non-native language. I generally don't advertise my skills. If I'm able to master a task (of anykind) fullfilling the expected standards without flaws there's no need to make number of it. People will notice it. Advertising personal skills is rather suspicious.

This raises a rather mind-tickling aspect about your congitive functions and your ability to process information in verbal form. Your so called "translation" of my reasoning why there's an unusually high probability for the text beeing denied by me to written a third party ended up to you as "I know english well".

Are you sure you're not suffering of some sort of mental disorder? If you are it seems like it could be impossible for you to communicate skillfully with people using a language as tool. This includes your mother tongue (which i assume to be english). Let's hope it's not that serious.

The second option would be that you are trying to put words in my mouth. It's as pathetic if I started make up stuff about your nationality (american, i assume) and to accuse you of behaving just like everyone of that nationality does, following by a statement that because of this it would impossible to have a meaningful conversation with this hypothetical person.

The comment you posted as a sarcastic remark which you claim was to be meant to defend me was pointed directly to me, which made it seem like I hadn't realized somethin obvious that makes my posts about the subject just worthless rants. Is sneering, jesting or mocking as a form of verbal irony intentended to insult somebody just defending the person in question? i don't think so.

And why did you edit out the "sarcastic" comment
"defending" me? You did it while i was replying so didn't have a chance to read my reply. That's one more thing making not sense if you were defending me.

You have shown your stupidity, and now I believe it probably was YOU who posted that half English/half-whatever post above instead of an op.

So now your opinion is turned around, just like that. And all this because figure out the concept of sarcasm.

If i can't convinve you about my written english to be good enough to make post without adding foreing words to it (at least my old posts are not deleted so anyone can check them out) I think I put all my effort in so i wouldn't look inferior among the native english speakers (this is my idea of sarcasm, by the way. Eaven though i spoiled it my mentioning it). It would have been wasted on you anyways.

Yes, you are... as you totally misinterpreted my post and began attacking me after I posted a message in your defense. Now, I'm going to report you. Bye.

I'm not really botherd if you think of me as a retard. You certainly don't belong to the group of bluelighters i look up because of their vast knowledge of natural sciences regarding drugs and their action mechanism in body etc.

I have hard time believe your'e 40something. Some of the stuff you come up with is so immature that i don't eaven bother to respond oyur claims about stupidity and being a retard.

Now, I'm going to report you. Bye.

Guess what i'm gonna do about this! Absolutely nothing! You really think you have eaven the slightest chance to punish me?
What serves you right is that I don't think there's any reason at all to spend any time on someone like you, incuding reporting.

Actually i'm sure you just make an idiot out of yourself, while reporting about me. And that's the best punishment for you i can think of.

And say hello to SWIM for me if you see him.

 

[LivingOnValium]

If we edit a post it shows up just like if you do, with our name and the time it was done. Why on earth would any of the staff take the time to do something like this? Don't you think this sounds a little paranoid?

I don't really know?

But I'm sure you can see that the beginning of the post is quite different to the end part. Which is here:

but for sghiitunf snavk
So narukotun, there's nothing hardcore your IV dosing of either methylphenidate or midazolam. However it clearly points out you are vlearly more interested in abusing yor meds than using them t o improve your health. I see nothing wrong for finding out if one's medication has any use for recreational purposion. But the constant rapotrts about you abusing your meds . I hope you don't think to be smarter tham the average joea hoe coz you giot some profuvts that wiöö vlassifi

[Ot]
vrukorim_ misees baltiossa asusta´

I had taken methylphenidate and benzos two hours prior posting the post we're talking about. And i was nowhere near amnesia (due the dosing and high benzo-tolerance) and it couldn't have hit me with a over a two hour delay in a middle of a post.

I do these cocktails couple of times a week and take benzos daily, at least 40mgs diazepam daily.

And the nonsense that's supposed to look like a foreing language is not a language i know, if any.

All the posts i've ever made to bluelight have been in english.

And if i'm not completely fucked up (i wasn't eaven fucked up) why would i try to make a fool out of myself?

 

[Jamshyd]

Well I personally have nothing against your posts in general...

If you are certain that it wasn't you who wrote this, then perhaps your account was hacked. I will see what we can do about that.

 

[LivingOnValium]

Well I personally have nothing against your posts in general...

If you are certain that it wasn't you who wrote this, then perhaps your account was hacked. I will see what we can do about that.

If you can find time for that i would greatly appriciate it.
My main point (after the first upset reaction)was to let people know i'm certain i haven't written it. Maybe all my posts aren't "cutting edge" but if i got nothing to say i rather stay quiet.

However, it's not a matter of life and death

-Thanks Jamshyd

 

[narutokun]

to narukotun: I also abuse my meds so i'm not in a postion to critisize you about the same hobby I have.

If it weren't you writing then a mod who wants to flame either you or me or us both edited your post most likely. I agree with you, I thought you wouln't write that nonsense.

 

[smackem]

Yea, there is no way somebody named 'living on valium' would forget something they did. No way.

 

[narutokun]

^lol

 

[ChemicalSmiles]

Yea, there is no way somebody named 'living on valium' would forget something they did. No way.

Or smackem 8) 8) 8)

 

[qwe]

this thread needs a

and slightly on topic..

the veins in your hand are arranged in a complex network and are very delicate. there is also not much room for veins so ruining the veins on the surface ruins a lot of the blood flow in your hands. use good injection technique for your inner arm so it doesnt come to using your hands. if it does come to that maybe take a step back and plug your shit

but if you gotta do it, you gotta do it :/

 

[Wintermute]

Seriously! Did anyone else get a headache from reading this thread?

 

[narutokun]

^huh? why would reading this cause headaches any more than reading any other thread?
i loved the pill pic qwe lol

 

[InHerOwnWrite]

back to the topic at HAND... (ooooh, bad pun)

i haven't IV'd much in my life (only been doing it the past couple months) but i almost ALWAYS hit on my hands to avoid any sort of mark that might show up on my forearm/inner elbow. i've noticed that even when i have a really obvious mark on my hand no one notices it, whereas if i were to have one on my inner ebow my friends/family would suspect immediately.

i use the veins that are on the top of my hand since they naturally stick out, on me. either the ones that are right under my fingers or the ones on the top of my wrist. i've never had to try that one in between the thumb and the index finger.

mind you, i don't IV every day, so i don't worry much about damage to veins.

P.S. sorry if i interrupted the discussion of whether or not LivingOnValium wrote the gibberish that made up the last half of his post. 8)

 

[narutokun]

^lol that discussion was meaningless anyway, i was wondering how come marks on the hands be less noticeable than on the arms? i mean do you wear gloves?