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Highly Illogical - #31

Guido ~~ go brush your teeth......have we no respect for the mods who keep this board running? sheesh...
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"Maybe some other time.. Fuck you very much."
 
Guido - there are guidelines to every forum on this board, and they are there for you to follow just as any other person that comes to Bluelight and posts. Posting here is a privilidge, not a right. The moderators here have the authority to edit and delete your posts as needed. Follow the rules and all will be fine. Disobey the rules and you will find administrative action taken against you. Because this is a privately owned website we reserve the right to ban any member that is out of line.
 
first off, i'd like to say, nice choice of names Ataraxia.
Secondly....i'll add in that i found this piece to be quite interesting....wonderful use of words....you seem to be quite facinated with the human psyche, as am i. I too am usually a quiet observer, choosing to "take it all in" before having a reaction be known. From what i've read, your take on life interests me, i am waiting to read more......
oh yeah, and the "are we having fun yet" ----i love that song....
[This message has been edited by dellusion187 (edited 15 October 2001).]
 
Raverdave, I honestly do not know what I said that would require "administrative" action.
 
whoa, wait a minute... was that a positive response? coolness, I am not hated by all!
ahem, anyway. dellusion... I'm going to assume you're one of very few who know what my name means. I was hoping for Entropy instead... but somebody already stole it lol. and you're right about my fascination with the human psyche, though I'm quite sure my reaons are much different than yours. if you're waiting to read more, I believe Internal Chaos is lost somewhere on the second page, and I may be posting something new soon.
now, on to bigger and better (or worse) things... people, chill out. first off I was merely testing you (especially the moderators) to see just how uptight you are and discover how far you can be pushed. apparently I have no limits as far as writing, but any comments I (or anyone else) try to make are quite limited if there's any hint of "flames"... now to me, that doesn't make sense, but I know nothing and therefore my opinion does not matter.
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Today medical science recognizes that some folks aren't helped by relaxing exercises. In cases of difficult tension and nervous apprehension, doctors are now prescribing medicine. It makes those who fear they're about to quit feel like they're ready to begin, bidding their darkened spirits goodbye, for the calming peace of a cloudless sky...
 
Ataraxia:
Where should I start? That I have a very serious case of depression since 13 years old? That my first suicide attempt was at 10 which is then; like a downward spirial, a whole chain of suicide attempts? That I have been hospitalized in different countries, some the stuff of your nightmares, met different shrinks, had breakdowns in different places?
I had an obsession too. It was called suicide. It huants me, it grips me in it's sweet vice, it teases me then lets me fail. I could believe no one had ever wanted to die as badly as I did then, for all these years.
I was called crazy; disturbed; unstable; need hospitalization and further observation. Yet how would they know I'm not the sane one and only they are the crazy ones?
I could go on so much more, yet...
One day, Ataraxia, it will all go away and leave you alone. If it doesn't destroy you, you will emerge stronger, you could be proud of yourself and tell yourself you came through all this.
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bow down before the one you serve; you're going to get what you deserve...Halo 2:1
 
see, your opinion DOES matter, but what we do ask of you is that you keep them respectful. Alot of people come into this forum to get things off there chest, share experiences that are dear to them without being judged. Most of the writers in here are sharing intimate things with the rest of us. Respect there work, it doesn't have to appeal to you. So with all that being said..."if you don't ahve anything nice to say, don't say anything at all"
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As for pushing our buttons, you can stop now.
Thankyou, drive through.
angela
 
you can't avoid judgement as long as you're in the presence of humans though. it's something that must be either accepted or ignored if you're easily offended. deal with it man.
and pushing people's buttons is what I do best...
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Today medical science recognizes that some folks aren't helped by relaxing exercises. In cases of difficult tension and nervous apprehension, doctors are now prescribing medicine. It makes those who fear they're about to quit feel like they're ready to begin, bidding their darkened spirits goodbye, for the calming peace of a cloudless sky...
 
Judgement cannot be avoided whenever there are human minds present...
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When all the world hates me, won't you be the one to love me, won't you kiss me 'til I drown?
 
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