Definately the first (and only) time i snorted mdma.
I was at a bar with a friend, several bands were performing that night, and the drum n bass acts had just begun. I was gonna crash on my friends sofa, so when we by a coincidence ended up buying half a gram of mdma, i thought it too late to take it orally as I usually do; my friend had to get up early next day so we wouldnt be staying out too late, and I was drunk and aching to get fucked up!
Anyway I go to the bathroom and being impatient I quickly eyeball what I consider to be a not-too-large dose. Judging from how much was left it must have been near 200mgs, more than Ive ever taken before; 100-120 mgs usually hits me just right.
I snort two of the three lines, decide to let it kick in a little before doing the last. I wanted to be safe considering I was eyeballing and had no experience snorting it. Well guess what, I end up doing the last before the first kicked in.
Now as I remeber it, I had only just made it upstairs from the toilets when SMACK! it hits me so hard! Im absolutely in my own world, I can barely stand let alone walk. I stagger to the dancefloor, unable to do anything but stand with my eyes almost closed. The music is mindblowing, it embraces me together with the heat from all the people dancing
My friend later told me that while I usually never look super fucked-up, I stumbled around with my eyes baaarely open - I recall having to really pull myself together, the whole night, to open my eyes to something resembling normal. Several friend asked me if I was okay, which he's never done before and we've had our moments together: I would tell him that I'd never been better!
When on the dancefloor, every now and then random people would pat me on the back looking at me with the greatest indulgence, warmth and not atleast
very knowingly - at least thats how it seemed to me. I felt totally safe standing there almost motionless with these fellow drug-users dancing like crazy around me. Everyone looked like a friend.
That got a little longer than expected, but bare with me Im high
