cilosyb
Bluelighter
What single drug experience got has taken you to the greatest heights you've touched?
Although I could ramble on about this particular trip for awhile, the highest/farthest I've gone by a wide margin was insnuffulating about 1/3 gram of DMT at the peak of a 10 gram cubensis trip, when I was alone in the wilderness. It's just totally unfathomable what happened after I took that line. I became exponentially higher and higher by the moment after it started to kick in. It became apparent to me that something was going to give, and that I was going to die; that being as high as I was, was not compatible with living. I died and became one with God for (seemingly) eternity. I flew around my body, able to see it from all perspectives, unable to 'do' anything with it, which was terrifying. Soon the whole concept of 'I' completely vanished, and everything just was. The magnitude of beauty I witnessed is simply unspeakable
. Everything was utterly familiar; I wasn't someplace new, I was back again. Is was perfection in every way: perfect understanding, perfect beauty. I recall being given the choice between staying there or living in my body. I was so awestruck upon coming down that I couldn't do much but babble incoherently. Didn't know if I was actually alive, didn't know what day it was even; think being born again. Nobody there to tell me I was alright. After an experience this intense, you don't know what the fuck has happened to you! Long story short, it scared the absolute shit out of me. I nearly swore off all drugs forever. I was certain that I had died and seen the beyond, and am still not convinced that I haven't.
This crude graph represents how high I was.
How about you?
Although I could ramble on about this particular trip for awhile, the highest/farthest I've gone by a wide margin was insnuffulating about 1/3 gram of DMT at the peak of a 10 gram cubensis trip, when I was alone in the wilderness. It's just totally unfathomable what happened after I took that line. I became exponentially higher and higher by the moment after it started to kick in. It became apparent to me that something was going to give, and that I was going to die; that being as high as I was, was not compatible with living. I died and became one with God for (seemingly) eternity. I flew around my body, able to see it from all perspectives, unable to 'do' anything with it, which was terrifying. Soon the whole concept of 'I' completely vanished, and everything just was. The magnitude of beauty I witnessed is simply unspeakable

This crude graph represents how high I was.

How about you?
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