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Highest Benzo Dose Taken

^ Yup, I'm now down to 18mg's of diazepam a day. The taper is a long and agonising process though... I'm getting horrible anxiety, depression, and insomnia. Plus I'm prone to severe seizures if I drop my dose too quickly, so I have to be careful.
 
One accout is of someone ingesting 200-300 mgs of alprazolam powder in one sitting. Needless to say said:
Is it a joke or what ?, this is clearly a letal dose (300 X 1mg TABS !!!!) or the the man was definitely "blacked out"
 
I had a 10 strip of 15mg Dormicums (blister packed). IVed one tab and didn't think i was fucked up enough so i proceeded to injecting next one. Blacked out straight after the 2nd injection.

I woke up the next morning all bruised and battered and there was just one tablet left in the blister sheet.
 
let me swing my dick, 200mg Valium over 36hrs.

I'm sure thats nothing compared to those who receive pure benzo powders. People will eat grams of this stuff.
 
dosed 200+ mg of diazepam more times than I can remember, and without blacking out. However, I wasn't after the buzz I got the day I took them I wanted the feeling they gave the day after ingestion.

10-15 mg alprazolam several times. I found that xanax was much to debilitating, and after a dose in this range a blackout was inevitable. Not much day after ingestion buzz either which is what I was after.

I was also scripted clonazepam for awhile and I took doses in the range of 20-30 milligrams when I had them. However, I never really developed a tolerance because the script was always gone in 2-3 days, and I left it alone until the next time.
 
I understand recreational usage to get a buzz or get high... but what I'm reading here? 200mg of this & that, 20-30mg kpin, 68mg xanax, hell even 14mg xanax. I mean wtf man? lol.

I know benzos are supposedly hard to OD on or whatever, but whoever said someone did 300mg of xanax, I doubt that. I'm pretty sure that would black you out 'permanently'.
 
^ that was actually my highest dose of alprazolam (14mg) lol. I tend to need more of it than most people, but obviously 14mg is ridiculous regardless of that... the thing about benzos that makes them so weird (for me at least) is that you don't even realize how much of an idiot you make yourself look when you're on high doses. to me, i didn't even feel high. but the next day, i found out the real story (which i couldn't recall of course)8)

the 300mg alprazolam sounds like bs though, proof or it didnt happen imo
 
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^ that was actually my highest dose of alprazolam (14mg) lol. I tend to need more of it than most people, but obviously 14mg is ridiculous regardless of that... the thing about benzos that makes them so weird (for me at least) is that you don't even realize how much of an idiot you make yourself look when you're on high doses. to me, i didn't even feel high. but the next day, i found out the real story (which i couldn't recall of course)8)

lol, yeah I know what you mean. I'm scripted kpins & I take 2mg a night. It really doesn't make me feel anything @ the time either, but later on (next morning usually) I can tell they kicked in, and they keep working throughout the day. I hate the hangover feeling but it works on my anxiety.

I tried 4 1/2 mgs @ once one time just to experiment & all I really remember is walking around the kitchen like 4 or 5 hours later eating peanut butter with my hands like a zombie or something, lmao. I never go over 2 - 2.5mgs because I know later on it'll really kick in and I'll be doing some stupid sh&t. I'm around 6'3 230 too so it's not like I'm some small person who 4.5mgs is just way too much for. I guess that's why hearing these ridiculous doses just makes me wonder why & how the hell people do that.
 
Yeah and I agree about that 300mg xanax story.. definitely BS unless proven otherwise.


You're wrong. I agree with you that its not safe and adding another drug could be deadly. Look up the term LD-50. Then look up the LD-50 for alprazolam. You'd just end up sleeping for a while.
 
You're wrong. I agree with you that its not safe and adding another drug could be deadly. Look up the term LD-50. Then look up the LD-50 for alprazolam. You'd just end up sleeping for a while.

Well maybe the the LD for xanax is higher than 300mg, I'm sure I could be wrong. Even still I just don't see the point of anyone ever taking a dose like that. I mean if someone is @ a point where they will just pop 300mg of xanax then I'd say they pretty much just don't give a sh&t about anything anymore, lol.
 
xanax you always black the fuck out. sadly just about all the other ones cause you to forget. had >20mg of xanax, klonopin,valium, and lorazepam (gotta love psychiatrists). not worth it to recollect once you get that high of dose not too much of a difference. always have something to be either proud/embarrassed/regret about.
 
:(. I don't wanna talk about it.

This is kinda private to me, but who cares. Some amazing shit was done that I never even thought of. Kinda like a mini "Hangover" type shit.
I went to a party, and this took place. As I was "Told."

1. 10 mgs of alprazolam
2. Already blacked out, I drank two stacks. 12% alcohol Malt liquor with two more bars dissolved in them 14 mg total..
3. I was trying to smash every chick at the party.
4. Me and some fucked up chick with a big humongous booty got real close. Neighborhood hoe.
5. I was told we smashed in the middle of the backyard. :/
6. I was constantly talking...
7. I keep feeling on the same chicks ass all night as if I was mesmerized.
8. I eventually became exausted, and was escorted to my house by a good friend, and we crashed at my spot.
9. I started talking shit to everyone.
10. My best friend which is a gurl who was also really fucked up, sucked the life out of my Johnson and we smashed.

11. I woke up next to her and she said:
Girl:"You know we smashed last night?"
Me:"For real?" -Not remembering shit, I wanted to smash her for the longest, but damn I wanted to remember so bad...
Girl: "You know this means that we are not just best friends, but "fuck buddies"?"
Me: "Yes" -With the most awkward dick-faced puzzled look on my face.

12. We proceeded to smash again, and again. I eventually hooked up with her and we live together now.

So, all in all, THANK FUCKING GOD FOR BENZOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Absolutely the best night you will never remember.
They all showed me the pictures of the party, they got a snap shot of the backyard fuck session. They constantly embarrass.
 
Got hold of 8 blister packs of 10x 7.5mg midazolam - i.e. 600mg total, on a tuesday I think. On thursday I ran out of midazolam.

My first pill was taken when I felt safe, alone in the house. I didn't wait anywhere near as long as I would do for my rx'ed valium to kick in before redosing. Around about pill 3 or 4, my conscious decision making brain started to shut down. I vaguely remember dosing every 15 to 30 minutes - though it became doses of 2, 3 or 4 pills as time progressed - a chunk of memory recalls my hand dipping into a pocket and popping out several pills on many occasions.

This continued until the beginning of a 48hr blackout. No memories exist from that time besides my attempt to prepare food later on tuesday evening. It seems that I continued to redose throughout the day and after sleeping, I must've remained on autopilot from the moment I woke up on wednesday and thursday - worth mentioning is that for all of tuesday evening + wednesday AM+PM, I was at home with my mother present and was capable of responding to commands (I assume, at least) . I actually prepared a meal - though I could only manage sandwiches that were halved in the completely wrong places and looked plain wrong in the how do you fuck up making a sandwich? sense.

I did a few odd things (probably talked about some innapropriate topics with her during the 48hrs) - I think I insisted on giving seemingly random things to my mother (one of which was a free book from a magazine devoted entirely to hairstyles*) and there was no need to give any of them at that specific time because they were almost certainly not things she'd have wanted.

When I finally ran out of midazolam - possibly early thursday, my ability to think prior to speaking or acting signalled a return of my conscious thought slowly returning. I found all the empty blister packs spread around my jeans pockets, my bedroom and my regular hiding spot. I had a great deal of difficulty accepting that it was thursday and with my mother being at work when I got to grips with reality, I was seriously worried about what might have happened in the memory hole.

When she returned home, I decided to go down the wow - I'm glad I feel normal again, I don't know what made me act so strangely route. I figured this was my best chance at simultaneously reassuring her and also getting some feedback on my behaviour. She was relieved I was back to normal and promptly asked if I'd eaten/taken anything unusual to explain my behaviour (standard line from her) and I probably could've underplayed my insistance I *absolutely* hadn't taken any of my prescribed meds in excess, nor had I taken anything else. She had surprisingly little to say about my behaviour and most of it was so vague I can only assume I stayed in character for a lot of the time. On Wednesday, I think I may have prepared a makeshift curry, entirely from scratch. This scares me to death given the amount of vegetable chopping and dicing required.

One question - is benzo inebriation similar to a conscious person acting in a certain manner due to prior hypnosis? Given that people can perform complex tasks under hypnosis, this seems a reasonable comparison. For whatever reason, writing this post totally weirded me out. I feel as if my brain is trying to access data that doesn't exist or has been corrupted.


*I bought the hair magazine to help with my drawing
 
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One of my friends dad used to take his whole k-pin script in 2 days... 40 pills at a time :\ crazy motherfucker.
 
Snorted/Ate 120 Xanax Bars & ate 20 Xanax 2mg XR in 36 hours, was gone for a few days... when i came down i was pissed that i burnt threw my scripts like that though. also got into a fight with my car stereo... never ever attempted that again.
 
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