Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
I'm almost back to normal, thank god! I don't think I've ever been so glad to not be fucked out of my scull. I did have 37.5mg of hydrocodone and the usual potentiators. I'm not going to keep listing all of those. I feel a nice warm glow, but nothing to great. I really don't want to be really high right now.
I hope that I don't feel any effects of that 2-methyl-2-butanol overdose when I wake up. I know there is still some in my system because I can feel it and taste it on my breath. I'm just glad that it didn't make me feel sick and didn't kill me. I have no idea how much it would take to kill a person.
I fell earlier and smashed my dick. It is all swollen and it burns like hell every time I pee. That was last night. I have no problem walking straight now. I shouldn't fall any more.
My mother told me that she found me in the floor lying in piss on top of a broken bottle around 8:00AM Tuesday morning, and I assume I was there all night. I somehow managed to not get cut. I have no memory of it. I think it was Tuesday morning, it might have been Monday morning. I really am not sure. I don't remember anything until I woke up around 6:00PM whatever day that was. I was fucked out of my head for I don't know how long after regaining awareness.
I don't know how all that happened. I only remember using 15ml of it. I guess that was enough to cause me to lose my memory and my ability to recognize the danger of taking more of the stuff. I guess the maximum safe dose of that substance for me is around 12ml. Going above that could cause a blackout where I could do just about anything with no awareness of my actions.
I don't know what I was thinking. I really fucked up. I used way too much of the stuff.
I wasn't bleeding very much. I cut my lip a little, but it wasn't anything serious. I guess I got lucky. I fell I don't know how many times, and cut myself several times. I have about ten bruises as well. I also hurt my dick. That is the worst, as it is bruised and swollen. That happened after my awareness returned, but before I was able to walk.
There was a big glass jug in the floor that got busted, and I could have cut myself really bad with that. I actually ended up in the floor pretty much on top of the broken glass, so I really got lucky. I have no memory of that, but my mother came and found me lying there and trying to get back on the bed.
I guess I need to be more careful. I don't even remember typing the message that you responded to. I was completely out of it. I guess I had blacked out at that point. I was still conscious, but I have no memory of it.
I hope that I don't feel any effects of that 2-methyl-2-butanol overdose when I wake up. I know there is still some in my system because I can feel it and taste it on my breath. I'm just glad that it didn't make me feel sick and didn't kill me. I have no idea how much it would take to kill a person.
I fell earlier and smashed my dick. It is all swollen and it burns like hell every time I pee. That was last night. I have no problem walking straight now. I shouldn't fall any more.
My mother told me that she found me in the floor lying in piss on top of a broken bottle around 8:00AM Tuesday morning, and I assume I was there all night. I somehow managed to not get cut. I have no memory of it. I think it was Tuesday morning, it might have been Monday morning. I really am not sure. I don't remember anything until I woke up around 6:00PM whatever day that was. I was fucked out of my head for I don't know how long after regaining awareness.
I don't know how all that happened. I only remember using 15ml of it. I guess that was enough to cause me to lose my memory and my ability to recognize the danger of taking more of the stuff. I guess the maximum safe dose of that substance for me is around 12ml. Going above that could cause a blackout where I could do just about anything with no awareness of my actions.
I don't know what I was thinking. I really fucked up. I used way too much of the stuff.
I wasn't bleeding very much. I cut my lip a little, but it wasn't anything serious. I guess I got lucky. I fell I don't know how many times, and cut myself several times. I have about ten bruises as well. I also hurt my dick. That is the worst, as it is bruised and swollen. That happened after my awareness returned, but before I was able to walk.
There was a big glass jug in the floor that got busted, and I could have cut myself really bad with that. I actually ended up in the floor pretty much on top of the broken glass, so I really got lucky. I have no memory of that, but my mother came and found me lying there and trying to get back on the bed.
I guess I need to be more careful. I don't even remember typing the message that you responded to. I was completely out of it. I guess I had blacked out at that point. I was still conscious, but I have no memory of it.
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