I guess hello to anyone taking the time to read this. Never really been on a forum like this before so hopefully I use it correctly! Just found my way here from some searching on the world wide web. I'm just doing some research to try and maybe help myself out. My entire life (31) years, I feel like I've always did everything with the best intentions. But sadly that has slowly and painfully become not enough. I've made some bad choices and just want to be better and make everyone happy along with keeping myself sane and maybe a little happy along the way. I've always been a people pleaser. I've also always been the type of person that would do anything for anybody and smile while doing it. Helping others makes me feel like I have a purpose, but now I guess it's time to help myself in productive, healthy ways. Anyways, sorry if this seems cryptic or really random, my intention was just to simply say "hi". 
