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Terky89

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Just introducing myself.. Read up a lot about drugs on this site before and thought I might as well become a member :) Like to experiment with drugs and have done for quite a few years now.. Not addicted to anything although I used to be pretty bad on coke.. I've found myself experimenting with opioids/opiates over the past few months.. I tend to be sick off H 90% of the time but I'm not sick off oxycodone or codeine.. I'm not an addict to anything but often take coke at weekends an maybe h twice a week.. Is anyone else sick pretty much every time they take H and does anyone know anything (besides not taking it at all) that will prevent the nausea?? Replies appreciated :)
 
Hey Terky, welcome to Bluelight!!
You should head over the The Dark Side.. A lot of people there can help guide you with questions like these.
Im not a H user, but from what i have gathered over the years, some people just don't click with it.
If it makes you sick all the time, it's probably a sign saying it's not the drug for you.
But Heroin makes a lot of people sick when they first start using.. It's merely a little sample of the damage it can really do to you.
I say avoid :)
 
You're probably right mate.. I don't know why I have it really, I find it takes the edge off a heavy weekend or brings me down off a coke high.. I first tried it when I was 13 (influenced by someone) then didn't bother again until I was 20.. It's been the last 9 months where I've had it once or twice a week at the most.. I wouldn't have it more than that weekly as I don't want a habit.. My uncle used to be pretty bad on it and wouldn't want to end up like he was.. I honestly can't see myself getting a habit.. Not once or twice a week anyway.. I won't allow myself to get a habit plus I'd rather not screw my life up by losing everything I have. I've never had withdrawals and only felt slight urges but I'll stick to having it on a Sunday.. Will pack it in at some point though definitely :)
 
Make sure you are as careful as you are saying you will be.
If you are using it once or twice a week, it wont take long until you realize that you can't stop!
You are currently dodging withdrawals, thats awesome. I would recommend kicking that interest before it's too late.
That's just my two cents :)
Im sure you can make your own decisions in life :)
 
I ought to Just jack it in really, you're right.. Hey no worries, all comments appreciated :) H hasn't really done much for me since I had one hell of a euphoric high I got 9 months ago and even though I don't use that often with low tolerance I've never had that feel good, invincible sense of well being I got that time.. Guess that's just chasing the dragon for you I suppose. I'm sick when I have it but enjoy a good nod, even though I don't always get a good nod.. Maybe a couple more then I'll knock it on the head.. I have a chance at a really good job soon which I'm pretty much guaranteed (as my dad works there), but I'll get randomly tested so I'll have to jack it in if I'm to turn my life around, which will be a good thing anyway..
 
Weed totally gets me freaked out, next level paranoid shit man.. I used to smoke it pretty much every day from 11-17 then it sent me under having put me in hospital once with the worst panic attack I've ever experienced... I stopped using weed but found that snorting coke without alcohol gives me the exact same panicky feeling where my heart wants to burst out of my chest and the anxiety and agitation is unbearable.. However the 1st thing that pops into my mind when I've had a beer is a gram of Charlie :/ I can't be the only person in this situation.. It's not even like the coke gives me a pleasant high, I just seem to crave it when drunk.. The same way I crave H on a Sunday if I'm coming down from a mad weekend of pills, coke or wizz.. I do occasionally just take H as a midweek treat but that is all..
 
sounds like, yet again, H just isn't worth it. you might slip from it making you sick when you take it to making you sick when you DON'T take it, and might not even enjoy it that much anyway.....you said your last good experience with it was a whole 9 months ago, how many times have you tried since then? :)

do what you will though, of course, haha :)

welcome to bluelight!
 
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