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malign67

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New to site, but have read past post's from other people with similar ...issue's.<br>
I am not sure if this is where to start with my problem , and I am hopeful of gathering some information to help me with my issue's.<br>
I understand the "SWIM" but this is my issues and I don't care about trying to hide them any-more.<br>
I have been repeatedly hurt from accident's both work related and vehicle ,not to mention recreational ... seems like almost every 2 years there has been a major accident so I keep getting thrown into the system of recovery and medicated fog.<br>
Before I go further and explain what medication's I am on and having problems with I would like to know I am at the right place... I do need support and help as I can no longer deal with this alone and have had so many death's around me, some due to medications , some just giving up and others just accident's.<br>
I am New here' and not one to really share .<br>
I have read other threads that are similar to what I go through but of course everybody is different, in control and levels of issue's.<br>
Thanks and I hope for some feedback as I need to speak about my situation.
 
Hi malign67, you're definitely at the right place.
You can discuss opioids here, you can vent and get emotional support here and you can talk about your physical injuries (and ways to cope with them) here.

Get well soon.
 
Well I dont know what to do next, as Injury after Injury I have been lead back to opiates on and off for too many years to count, I am on very high count of oxycodone / 30mg 10 per day, morphine 60mg 2 times a day ,soma 350mg 4 times daily... I know this is more than should be needed but I have reached a point where these medication's just no longer really help, I sure get sick without them so I keep going back even when I have walked away it trully seems that a vehicle accident or fall will have me hurt and med's will be prescribed again.
I am at atm going back and forth from colonzapam and Xanax to see which help's, as I have such problems sleeping, back and neck , both arms have been broken one 2 times, ribs,wrist and knee and my ankle from accidents and recreation (when such a thing was possible) just last month I was out my meds and on the way to doctor I think I fell asleep and luck that my accident was just scraping the car next to me.
Now the headaches are back and nothing seems to bring relief, my meds do for such a short time , I want top just get rid of them but I have tried suboxone and the other but this does not help.
Is my only way out is too up dosage ,diff medications that continue this cycle. I am not nor will I ever be one with a needle , never have nor will I.
Is there people that are on higher dosages than I am, and if so what mix helps, I have a job again and still on disability (not one to be able to sit around) I can move around ok most times without a cane, I pay for it most nights though, I live a 24 hour day most days as sleep Restful sleep is a thing unknown to me.
Just wondering about others experiences with this... I know about quitting thing's as when I first got hurt and could not work I was involved with cocaine, always had plenty ,many friends (lol right) But I walked away from that and after a very tragic situation in 2006 I quit drinking.
So I might rely on my medications a bit more than just for pain.
 
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