Hiya Mika,
I am sorry to hear of your MS. Welcome to Bluelight. There is a search facility here so please feel free to use it. You may want to look at the newbie forum so that you can 'meet' other new members of Bluelight, the Greenlighters agreement and BLUA. There is the Homeless Threads if you wish to make a thread but are unsure of which sub-forum that your thread should be located in. Bluelight is a big forum and can appear a bit daunting at first but you'll soon wonder how it ever seemed that way.
Everyone here is very helpful and supportive. There are also area forums if you would like to talk to people nearer your location. There's a sub-forum where you can type your thread anonymously if it may be about something private which you may not wish to be recognised. There's also the 'adoption programme,' (please look at the top of this section, if you have not already) where someone can offer to help you get familiar with the forum. People have said this was very helpful to them.
All the best and I hope you find information on meds to help you,
Evey xxxx