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hi, new member, introducin myself as per proper social etiquette protocol lol, funny!

polysubstancer

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wusup everyone, merry xmas n happy new year

long time reader, finally made an acct so i can post and reply cuz im buzzin and i just read a thread that was inspiring. w/o revealin my identity, im a mid-20s pre-/PhD candidate, male, from a city known for its "big" fruit and insomnia with millions of people from all over the planet, aside from bein a scholar, im an artist and i work strangely enough in a field not related to my graduate degree at all, to put it simply, im that renaissance man loner who would be a millionaire and probably not postin right now if i was either (a) selfish and willing to destroy anyone or anything who got into my way to get what i want or (b) i had a lil luck with a lil someone supportin my moves instead of abusively putting me down into a hole i can climb out of thanks to her, yes thats probly why im postin now, my heart was broken and ill never look into her eyes again, but enuff depressive shit, this is for bein high

im into a lil of everything, but the softer/safer versions of things, not the hardcore crazy stuff or versions of heavy shit (ex. i like opiate highs but i think vicodin is enuff, i dont feel the need to go to super h), also havent really tried "exotic" designer stuff like 2c's and rare testin chems with more numbers than letters in their name. i mean some of the stuff ive heard mentioned here or erowid i wouldnt even know how to get unless i was involved with chemists. i stick to the basics really,

and safety above all, which means no IVing ever cuz im afraid of needles and ODing, ive tried trippin n flyin on i think every type of chemical, not every drug, but what the effect is like, kinda like takin lsa instead of lsd or amp instead of coke, if u agree with that. and i used to be a marijuana only person (nothing else, not even beer or wine), so tho ill try almost anything if it comes buy im not an addict cuz i dont go out n look for it, (my addict friend does that for me lol, jk, but what i mean is, he does anythin n everything and has all the connex, i mean i no absolutley no dealers except my weed guy, so when he wnats to do somethin i get invited, but i dont ask for invitations if u get me)

to give an example of my strange drug choice selectivity, lets take the main categories if ur interested that is

opiates - i love vikes and percs (hate codeine), but i wont go any stronger than that, like i wouldnt take morphine or opana even tho its a pharm since theyre very potent, wouldnt take suboxone, and def not heroin even tho id love to try it. id also like to try opium but thats tuff to find

stims - wont ever touch anything but mph,amp or yay, and even with cokes quality these days im hesitant to even try. never would i smoke crystal even tho again, its somethin id like to try along with bangin coke

benzos - love em for their medicinal value more than anything, but takin a couple of bars and tryin to stay awake in peace is always great, im afraid to overdue them cuz of the seizure risks and also dont want tolerance to destroy its medical benefits so i use sparingly even tho i have like 5 available at all times

psychadelics - very weary of the synthetics, 2cs and stuff like that. love the organics, even tho lsa can be a real bitch on ur legs. idk where e fits, but mdma/mda might be the greatest feeling ever, and mushrooms are perhaps the most friendly gateway to the other side

dissociatives - my least fav cuz of how toxic the stuff ive had is, but pcp is a real fun movie to watch while ur livin it and a lil special k sprinkled onto some herb is a nice lil ride,wish i had a chance to really try nitrous cuz man was it fun when i was gettin my teeth pulled

plants/herbs - gottta respect em, i mean thats where all the designer/synth stuff comes from, cacti ,morninn glory, saliva, and ayahuasca are beautiful, but let alone belladonna beat my ass so bad that i should be dead right now, mushies opened the door, othzer herbs are great medicine and i dont mean that cuz im a semi-naturalist, like they can be life savers.... and weed is the greatest thing in the world besides life, love, respect, honor, and faith. anyway im not here to get philosophical, just wanted to say hi while im hi(gh)

interestingly, i hate alcohol and caffeine. well they are ok if u really need a socially acceptable change of perception when in public or around certain groups, and tho i smoke cigs with my "desert" of the day, i dont see the point of them at all, just a funny lil ironic point i thought id throw out there...the safely regulated legal stuff isnt for me...and thanks to this site along with erowid, ive long since abandoned my weed only rule. its worth noting that i also dont really do anything much these days, said long goodbyes to trippin, visit charlie when i feel like snow every once in a while, and i take my meds as needed, but my only thing these days really is the ganj. idk if ill ever stop smokin herb

ASIDE FROM POLYSUBSTANCE EXPERIMENTATION (which is really a part of my life ive moved past/almost finished with since i saw what it had to offer and no need to get addicted or hurt), i love art,im a musician and writer, i love philosophy and spirituality, im a big ps3 fan even tho xbox is as good (lol to u gamers) and wiis fun, totally into all sorts of culture/history/travel, actually im just a fan of knowledge, the outdoors and drivin to remote locations that dont have cell phone reception, and most importantly, i love my family and this wonderful trip were stuck in till our hearts stop beating

anyway, hope u enjoyed readin my unnecessarily long winded intro, but i enjoyed writing it so thats good enuff for the universe, peace bredren
 
thanks josh. FINALLY someone was nice enuff to say hi, hey BLers, i know im a GLer right now, but put down ur pipe, lay down ur bongs, set down ur straws and cap ur needles cuz i want someone to pay attention to my post, acknowledge my new prescence here and say wutsup....

and if ur doin yay, say hey, "heeeeyyy"
 
If im not mistaken, Vicodin is codeine :) Never the less, welcome to Bluelight I really enjoy that you use a broad range of drugs, it's good that you'll have a good opinion and POV to give us =D Hope to see you around!
 
welcome :)

you have to realize that BL runs on something called "BL time". BL time accounts for the fact that people have real lives and the fact they also enjoy illicit substances, so sometimes things more a bit slow here ;)

if you would like to get matched up with a more experienced BLer to show you the ropes, i suggest you post in the NMI adoption program :)
 
Happy birthday just kidding this isn't your birthday...

Welcome to bluelight! You're officially apart of our cult.
 
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