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I'm from a far far away place where temperate rainforest amongst the fog in the inside passage. Right on the Clovis route. I try to be a forgettable person that gets lost amongst the crowd unfortunately it usually never works and brings more attention so I just stay home now. I've experienced all kinds of drugs snowboarded probably every famous mountain range in the North West Alaska s*** everywhere even the ice east Coast eons ago. Had some friends from Mexico who helped get things far North move to the Midwest called the same friends been in and out of treatment used to volunteer at and needle exchange. Now I sit inside all the time trying to actually medicate myself in a way that is on my terms but not to get high by doing this better the quality of my life and proven multiple doctors wrong and the process. I just want to better my life for what's left of it I want to be in control places like this are helpful. I think that every doctor now and nurse is under trained for complex cases and seeing them get upset because they're wrong and then start getting aggressive or whatever is just disheartening and I don't trust someone like that. I also one time let this doctor tie a rubber tourniquet in my arm for a really bad abscess it took her about four and a half hours and she would not give me in novocaine cuz she said it wouldn't work and she cut a nerve in my arm anyway she sucked and I know she does because we have to ask someone to hold someone down and it's a little f***** up. I was using intramuscular because I had no more veins which if I did everything I'd prefer to still do that. But now I control my newly diagnosed narcolepsy complex sleep disorder and chronic pain " currently getting tested for ALS Ms and Parkinson's" since I took control I can sleep now sometimes 3 hours a night without kicking on my legs or screaming or crying while wearing a mask with really bad TMJ that I'm chewing through and I'm not on a CPAP I'm on a ASV machine so I proved to them that if I took GHB right before and he's my machine that I should have higher numbers and the numbers were completely low and I slept for 6 hours with three events it's the same with benzodiazepines now pain medication does make it worse so it's probably something neurological upper neuron disease or from my brain injury when I was a child I don't know I don't know what the f*** I'm saying if anybody can help me or have any similar issues I just turned 40 some of these issues I've been dealing with my whole life I just didn't know that they were that bad so I don't think it's anything like the ALS or Ms but somehow I failed of Babinski test so anyway any thoughts hit me up I'm a goraphobic I mainly teleport places
 
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